Good afternoon everyone. We are sitting around the hotel. Today was sort of a day off. We have Eddie with us, and are working on Jaque's written exam. Later today she will get to go with Eddie and Kellie & Betty (the golden in the video) to dinner and a movie. Sounds fun, and I am sure it will be. But, it will also be work for Eddie and Jaque. They are both being tested right now. They both must pass a strict testing procedure for Eddie to come to Haworth with us.
Jaque is feeling pretty good. She has been working really hard, and moving around a lot. So sore would be a mild understatement. I know that it is good we got her unlimited text because she has been burning her phone up getting ready for prom.
She told me today that she is tired of feeling sick, and ready to get home. I reminded her of how far she had come. I reminded her that it was not long ago that she could not even shave her own underarms. Little things that we take for granted like that she could not do. Slowly and surely she is getting her strength to do things back. Yesterday we were transfering from her chair to another and her legs tried to stand up. Yep, they did it just once, but they did it. She said that it was so weird.
I told her that that is just God testing all the nerves and muscles. One by one he is going through them, seeing what needs healed and what is already done. He is checking each and every path, making sure that he achieves perfection, then she will be ready.
I said yesterday that we asked when Jaque beings walking, do we get to keep Eddie? Ramona from GCI said that it was really up to us, and duh!!! Eddie will be a part of our family then. I just wanted to point out to you all that we said WHEN she begins, not if but WHEN.
As softball season quickly approaches, please keep Jaque in your thoughts. She is so strong and such a great person, but she still needs our prayers as she approaches going home and watching the game she loves so much. Please be sure to approach it as something that she must appreciate that she has done, and something that she will do again - no matter what age - she will do again. The best way to face adversity is straight on, and God granted her the talent for the yellow ball for a reason. He gave her that wonderful GOD GIVEN gift for a reason.
As her mom, I know she is not ever just someone in the stands, she will always be the best thing that McCurtain County ever has. My hero, now and for always. Funny, I have always told her she was going to be famous one day. And at 17 years old she has been on TV and said something that most people would not have the strength to say at my age. And the best part is that it was not on a script, just straight from the heart.
Just two more days guys, just two more days. Love Ya'll. You make each day possible. You give us strength. God Bless You today. Carol, Jaque, Chris, and Eddie (and of course Sassy from home)
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you are and always will be my hero. you are strongest than i ever will be. most people tell you how big and strong there are but you put your faith where your mouth is and you are the strongest will person i have every know. beleave me i met many people around the world and i bow my head to you jaque. me and grandma love u so much and our hole family. grandpa, grandma, deanna, donelle, bill and all there family, lola and all of theres, de and gin and all of there family, olean and there family and the whole world that know you waterdog. god pless you.
Hey Jaque,
Your Mom is right look how far you have come in such a short time. Just know when you go home and see the others playing ball you are still in the game Jaque. Your determination and fight are in each of those girls out there. I know you will be back. God has a plan for you. We all know this now. We just have to be patient with him and you. I can rememner saying to myself in Little Rock while standing by the elevators with grandma "God just give her life and she'll do the rest she always has. Just walk beside her and let us keep her I'm not ready to give up my Jaque ha-ha." He did just that. Alot people think Aunt Emmy just says what sounds good honey, but I am here telling you know God has a place in this world for all of us and we including me and everyone who writes on this blog has something that wakes us to the God's strength and purpose and you and your mom and dad have done that for me. Reading your blog tells us all the lives you've crossed pathes with, touched and witnessed to and if it's just the atheist you dad spoke to. That was one that was saved maybe. I'm proud to be your aunt and so proud to have you as a role model for Deanna. She thinks you let papa hold you up and ya hung the moon. Oh and grandma was saying the whole time "becareful with her. Get her down from there it's to high." I love you Jaque . Have fun at prom. Give Momma a big hug for me . I got a feeling your momma and daddy may need one when you go. I pray and thank god daily for my family now I really do. Aunt Belinda and your mom ar the best sisters. Papa and Mama have been the best parents and you've been blessed with an extended family I couldn't have ever imagined. Deanna told me at Little Rock "Jaque has so many people who love her." YOU DO!! Jaque I've wanted to tell you this for so long Grannie is smiling everyday at you. I love forever and a day.
jackson,
Walking again you got that right and Eddie will just have to learn new commands like homerun and STRIKE YOUR OUT when you're kickin his butt. He'll be another airbud like on the disney movies. Then of course you guys will hit the t.v up again. He'll be a one of a kind masscot. We miss you guys so very much and are counting the days. Kenzie bringing her make-up you'll be beautiful for prom lol. She has a real pretty shade of blue lipstick I'm sure it will match. God is awesome and expect to continue to feel new things and have new opportunities in life. When your healing is complete the pathway God has created will be exactly where you need to be. Keep your head up and strike the enemy down in EVERYTHING YOU GUYS DO AND FACE. WE ARE MORE THAN CONQUERS THROUGH HIM NOT WITHOUT HIM. Kenzie typing a few lines love you bunches.
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Jaque they are right. You are awesome and we are so proud of you. You have the joy of the Lord and a beautiful glow about you.
God is so good and he continues to do great things in you.
PAPA and I went to a funeral today. It was a hard funeral for me to go to.
It was Vance Johnson, you remember Justin Johnson, uncle Lanes friend and aunt Larissa's friend. He was also the uncle to the friend of Uncle C.J. that he had found out died the week before he died. He was also a cousin to PAPA. His family is real close to us through C.J.
His funeral was very sad but was also awesome. I am going to let you read is testimony that was told in church today. It was really heart warming.
It goes like this. I was a worldly man, like any other good old boy in Western Oklahoma. I had a good business, good income, nice home, great family--everything the world had to offer, but I was still empty and discontented with life. There was a void I couldn't seem to fill with what the world had to offer. I tried the material things (cars, boats, motorcycles, airplanes). I also tried alcohol, and succmbed to infidelity in my marriage. I got lots of support from a lot of worldly people. But all I got for my efforts was more emptiness, and a divorce after 22 years of marriage. I leaned more the alcohol it didn't fill the void, but it helped the pain. I finally got to a point I was miserable, and was headed for my second divorce. Then I cried out to God, and He heard my cry and lead me to a good church that accepted me and loved me just as God did. I gave my life to Jesus, and I now have peace, joy love, and the void has been filled. Now I receive a lot of support from Godly men through studying God's Word and applying it to our lives. God is gracious and merciful; He offers us a great gift. I invite you to come and learn how to receive it, with love and not judgement.
He said God's word explains it better than I can, Read Psalm 116:1-7
He signed it a sinner growing in Christ.
You know he has a lot of family and friends that were and are going down the same road he was before he accepted Jesus. I wish C.J. had visited with him before he died. Maybe he would still be with us today. There was so many people there today with their hands raised at the end praising Jesus.
So I guess what I'm trying to say is the trials and tribulations that you and you parents are going through in the worlds eyes would be a downer. But with the glory of the Lord shining through you is an eye opener or should be for everyone. I am so proud of you, your faith, your attitude and love. I pray that everyone you come in contact with you have a positive impact on their life. For the end times are closer than we know. It is my prayer that what ever God has in store for you will continue to change many lives. For the glory of the Lord truly shines through you with your smile, love and determination. I see so many lives changed because of you. I know it is hard for you at times but remember the joy of the lord is your strength. He will bring you trough it.
Chris I am so proud of you and to be your mother. I may not have always been the best mother but know one thing I always loved you no matter what. I feel that you have turned out to be an awesome son, father, and husband.
Carol I am thankful that my son and granddaughter have you in their lives. You are an inspiration. Love you.
Jaque you are so special to us. PaPa and I are so proud of you. We are so blessed that God has his hands on you.
Can't wait to see you. Two days and counting. Yes McKenzie is coming with PAPA and I with her make-up to fix you up for prom.
Love you muches
MEME and PAPA
Sorry for the long note. Just wanted you to know that God is blessing you and everyone around you. Keep you head up. Stay positive and keep believing in the Lord. For without him you wouldn't be here. He is an awesome God.
Love you infinity and beyond
MEME
My sweet sweet Jaque,
I love you more than words can say. I'm sorry I have not been able to keep up with writing to you on the blog because of internet and computer not working right, but we will have so much time together now that we have moved back. It will be just like old times but better. I am so very proud of everything that God has given you, from the faith, strength, perserverence, and ability to always want to be your best. Jaron and Jordy are so excited your coming home. They cannot wait to see you. God has shown me over and over we are here on this earth to do something amazing for him. We are to always be Christ like in everything we say and do. Even when it seems hard. Through this journey I do believe you, and your parents have shown many how to be Christ like. You have all keep the faith in knowing God is the only way through this. God will never give us more than we can endure. When it seems like the world around us is falling apart just keep the faith and know that God has BIG plans for your lives. Jaque remember each person you come in contact with may just be that one person your here on this earth for, may be that one life that needs to be saved. It may be your friend, may be your family member, may be your teacher, or may be just a stranger off the street. I love you Jaque. Stay strong with your head held high. Oh and you know don't ever lose that beautiful smile!! Jaque you have the most wonderful parents. They have always been there for you in EVERYTHING you do. That is a blessing in its self. There aren't many parents who are there for there children these days.
Chris I am so proud to say I'm your sister. You have shown time and time again that you are a WONDERFUL father and brother. Keep your faith and remember each day God is using you and your family to change the lives around you. I love you. Carol I am so proud to have you as my sister and friend. You are a WONDERFUL mother. You and Chris should be very proud of yourselves for God has given you one of the most important gifts. A child. You have raised her beautifully. There is no greater blessing than raising one of God's children Jaque is amazing. Why? Beacuse you have brought her up that way. Be proud for I know that God is. I love you all very much. May God be with you and everyone traveling this week and keep you all safe. See you Friday.
Much love, Larissa
WHEN you start walking!! Praise the Lord! We all know it is coming and can't wait to see you on Oprah. :) I am keeping Tim and Kirk updated on you because I read the blog every day and I'm not sure that either of them know how to read. Ha! We are all so proud of you and everything you have accomplished. You probably don't even realize how many people you are inspiring and witnessing to just through your attitude and faith. Keep up the great work!
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