Wow. Just think back where we all were just a short 365 days ago. It was a Sunday, and I am sure we were saying our goodbye's as everyone was headed home from another long, but loving weekend. In fact, we were eagerly watching Jaque, hoping that she would stay calm enough to have surgery on January 17. As Prissy kept reminding us all of Jer 30:17 - we patiently waited.
We knew that the longer we went without surgery, the longer road of recovery we would be on. Just thinking about that occilator seems like it was not real at all. She literally had a machine forcing her lungs to stay open so that they would hold air. Seems weird now, doesn't it. As it was fast approaching, we were surprising all around us in the waiting room because we were all preparing ourselves for.......well.....for God's blessing.
Yes, we knew it was coming. Thinking of it now makes the hair on my neck stand up. She was literally one shorted out cord away from being with our maker. (or one drop of condensation) How awesome was it to experience what was going on in her room, the cards, the balloons, the banners, the pictures, the music.......all of it.
But think back for a moment the waiting room. What God did in that waiting room saved more lives than Jaque. He used our family to witness to others. To make people pray that have not ever prayed. Goodness, he brought so many friends and family that we were kicked from the waiting room. It is almost funny now. If we all knew what was happening, not with Jaque, but through her.
I always say that I know that she is an imperfect teenager, so with that said....can you believe that he picked her? Wow. And he picked our family too. As her 18 birthday approaches, it is so awesome to look back on the pictures that are her life story. In doing this I have realized one important thing.
When God made Jaque, imperfectly perfect, he indeed had a plan. There is not ONE THING that she has done in her life that is to our expectations. Whether it was climbing on the fridge before she could almost walk, learning to ride her bike, her first motorcycle, learning to swim, playing soccer, or playing baseball with the boys - one thing with her is for sure. Never to our expectations, always above and beyond, ALWAYS doing just beyond the reach set by anyone giving her limits.
Tell her she can't, and she will. Give her an inch, and she will not just take a mile, but smile at you and stick her tongue out while she does it. When a friend burns her, she is the first to forgive - and be on the phone with them at three in the morning when their boyfriend cheats on them.
As we approach her birthday, I feel blessed that she has kept my life exciting. I feel blessed that I was in line to be her mom. I know that God is preparing her right now, and she will be the one to set the "new age" recovery therapy method for spinal cord injuries. They will look at her and they will say WOW, attitude is everything. And we know Jaque is the queen of ATTITUDE. She comes by it naturally from all of us.
Love you all, and talk with you soon. Keep Grandma Kay in your prayers as she recoops. Love you spiky hair!
Cave Conquered!
Picture is worth 1000 words!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
Happy New Year
Well, here we are. It is 2009. Hope this finds you doing well. Jaque had a big night and did great. I was a little mad because she was late. As usual, she called and said she was on her way, to not worry. I was as persistant as ever, and kept on her to get home. Without going into great deatil Jaque had a choice to make. Yes, I realize teenagers are by nature screw-ups, and she is no exception. I fee; compelled to tell you all that she chose wisely. Thanks to a "friend" and his willingness to give her a ride home, Jaque did NOT ride with a drunk driver. She did NOT get in his truck that he woul wreck less than 20 minutes later. She did NOT put her life in danger. He realy is a good friend to her, I guess he is just going through a tough time, but please pray for him.
Also, I praise Jaque and all those teenagers like her that are trying hard. Kudos to you all. Dare to be different. It is often a more lonely road at first, but as kids all mature at different levels, the others will eventually learn.
Pray for Grandma Kay (spiky hair grandma) she has had double knee surgery and is on the road to recovery. We love you and are praying for you Kay! Also pray for Jaque's nephew (lol)Aryan, he and his mother need to know how important that they are to our family.
God does listen to our prayers. Sometimes it is hard for us to hear him, but know it is never hard for him to hear us. Jaque has a necklace that is a cross, it is silver with little footsteps, on the back it says "it was then that I carried you." It reminds me that we are not in control, he is. Also, it makes me think of all the footprints that I have cleaned from my floors over the years. With God, these footsteps left to "track up" our home is what carries us daily.
We have passed the one year mark. Thank God for that dreadful day that he brought to us, for we have shined through it .... all of us together. And Jaque is becoming a beautiful young lady for it. God bless the man that can catch her, she wheels really fast.
Just an FYI to those at little rock that might still keep track, we will be at Childrens on Thursday, Jan 8 for Dr M visit. And at UAMC on Jan 9 for news on where the next phase of PT might take us.
Do not think that if you are reading this........that you are not important. You are a part of the reason that Jaque is still with us. Pray for those struggling to find strength somehow in Jaque's smile. Lord knows I do every minute of every day. Love you all.
Also, I praise Jaque and all those teenagers like her that are trying hard. Kudos to you all. Dare to be different. It is often a more lonely road at first, but as kids all mature at different levels, the others will eventually learn.
Pray for Grandma Kay (spiky hair grandma) she has had double knee surgery and is on the road to recovery. We love you and are praying for you Kay! Also pray for Jaque's nephew (lol)Aryan, he and his mother need to know how important that they are to our family.
God does listen to our prayers. Sometimes it is hard for us to hear him, but know it is never hard for him to hear us. Jaque has a necklace that is a cross, it is silver with little footsteps, on the back it says "it was then that I carried you." It reminds me that we are not in control, he is. Also, it makes me think of all the footprints that I have cleaned from my floors over the years. With God, these footsteps left to "track up" our home is what carries us daily.
We have passed the one year mark. Thank God for that dreadful day that he brought to us, for we have shined through it .... all of us together. And Jaque is becoming a beautiful young lady for it. God bless the man that can catch her, she wheels really fast.
Just an FYI to those at little rock that might still keep track, we will be at Childrens on Thursday, Jan 8 for Dr M visit. And at UAMC on Jan 9 for news on where the next phase of PT might take us.
Do not think that if you are reading this........that you are not important. You are a part of the reason that Jaque is still with us. Pray for those struggling to find strength somehow in Jaque's smile. Lord knows I do every minute of every day. Love you all.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Let us be Humble
Guess what guys, we are strongly approaching a year. Can you believe that it has almost been a year? I cannot. I get overwhelmed in the thought of how you all literally dropped everything and rush to Jaque. We were a strong united front withstanding the devil. He realized that a Grandma, a Mimi, and a Mamaw were forces to strong to fold under pressue.
I know in the quiet of the nights, it was so hard to be strong, but you were. And papa's, aunts, uncles, cousins, great grandmas, friends, classmates, and teammates ----you were all so supportive.
Jaque's beauty indeeds shines through. The rays are filled with the love that you send her way, and the stories that you continue to pass on.
It has been a rough year for her class of 2009. They recently lost a young man to a gun shot accident. It was a horrible situation, and one that no one saw coming. Jaque said that the past year had made her strong. Jaque's mess-ups, her "sheer lucks", and mostly her faith in God has gotten her through. She told me that it is hard being the strong one in tough times. My comment was that she does not always have to be. She said, if i am not, who will? She is right, she is the chosen one. Each day, while still being a crazy teenager, she is realizing how awesome her circumstances really are, and how she is in control.
Each day she is looking a little healthier. We go to Little Rock on the 9th of January to speak with a specialized PT for Spinal injuries. People ask me if I am worried. I tell them that we are on God's schedule.
Last week someone entered my office. They were about in tears, realizing that the date was coming fast. I told them that it will be a happy day for me. It was the day that she showed God how hard she was willing to pitch, how fast she was willing to run, and most of all SHE SHOWED him that she was not a bench warmer, she was a starter. Praise God for her.
I also reminded them that perfection takes time. And with God on our side, it will be done.
For God will restore health unto Jaque and heal her of thy wounds. JER 30:17 Please say a prayer for her classmate Shon Tabor, 17, laid to rest on December 20, 2008. Pray for his family during this holiday season and pray for the Class of 2009.
Love you all - Merry Christmas. Carol
I know in the quiet of the nights, it was so hard to be strong, but you were. And papa's, aunts, uncles, cousins, great grandmas, friends, classmates, and teammates ----you were all so supportive.
Jaque's beauty indeeds shines through. The rays are filled with the love that you send her way, and the stories that you continue to pass on.
It has been a rough year for her class of 2009. They recently lost a young man to a gun shot accident. It was a horrible situation, and one that no one saw coming. Jaque said that the past year had made her strong. Jaque's mess-ups, her "sheer lucks", and mostly her faith in God has gotten her through. She told me that it is hard being the strong one in tough times. My comment was that she does not always have to be. She said, if i am not, who will? She is right, she is the chosen one. Each day, while still being a crazy teenager, she is realizing how awesome her circumstances really are, and how she is in control.
Each day she is looking a little healthier. We go to Little Rock on the 9th of January to speak with a specialized PT for Spinal injuries. People ask me if I am worried. I tell them that we are on God's schedule.
Last week someone entered my office. They were about in tears, realizing that the date was coming fast. I told them that it will be a happy day for me. It was the day that she showed God how hard she was willing to pitch, how fast she was willing to run, and most of all SHE SHOWED him that she was not a bench warmer, she was a starter. Praise God for her.
I also reminded them that perfection takes time. And with God on our side, it will be done.
For God will restore health unto Jaque and heal her of thy wounds. JER 30:17 Please say a prayer for her classmate Shon Tabor, 17, laid to rest on December 20, 2008. Pray for his family during this holiday season and pray for the Class of 2009.
Love you all - Merry Christmas. Carol
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Christmas Time is Coming!!
Well, it has been a while since we have talked. Basketball season, deer season, grandma's ......we have been busy. I bet everyone reading this is feeling the Christmas time crunch.
Just wanted to tell you all we love you. Remember that when you feel like you are running out of time, time is all we have. We are so fortunate to be on this earth for a very short time, and if you are one of the lucky ones (like me) you are surrounded by beautiful people.
Jaque is doing great. She is the light in my life, and my reason for getting up every morning. She is growing so quickly. She is 5'8"+ now. Her attitude on life is wonderful, and she is learning that ALL things are possible. I have a lot of people ask me if she is walking yet. It use to make me sad, but more and more every day I realize that I smile now. I smile knowing that God is doing great works in her life and in her body. To think that he kept her here on this earth, that he spared her, that he chose her.....so that she has the opportunity to chose him...that is awesome.
We were in Merritt OK at a ballgame and a yound lady came up to her. She asked if she was "Jaque Hall" and she said yes. They talked for a while, and have text a little since, but Jaque saw that she had touched this young lady's life. Just now she is understand the impact that she has on our lives.
She has been going through some struggles. Mostly the expectations from her friends that are not mature enough to understand that she has no control over walking right now. They do not understand that our MAKER has the control. They do not have our MAKER in their lives. For this they will struggle. I try to tell Jaque that you can "bring a horse to water, but cannot make him drink." No matter how much she prays for someone, they have the choice. She must and is making hers, so pray for her journey. It is hard being young. But I tell her that she is the prettiest girl in the world, and Mr. Right is coming, she just has to be ready!
Just because you cannot immediately see the work, does not mean that God is not doing it. And kind of like with santa, if you believe - you will recieve. God says that if two or more gather.....well he better be ready because our line is long.
Please continue to pray Jer 30:17 for Jaque. And take time out to pray for yourself each day. God is listening, we just must see the signs he sends us.
Love you all and enjoy the new picts. JAX - cannot wait to meet you.
Just wanted to tell you all we love you. Remember that when you feel like you are running out of time, time is all we have. We are so fortunate to be on this earth for a very short time, and if you are one of the lucky ones (like me) you are surrounded by beautiful people.
Jaque is doing great. She is the light in my life, and my reason for getting up every morning. She is growing so quickly. She is 5'8"+ now. Her attitude on life is wonderful, and she is learning that ALL things are possible. I have a lot of people ask me if she is walking yet. It use to make me sad, but more and more every day I realize that I smile now. I smile knowing that God is doing great works in her life and in her body. To think that he kept her here on this earth, that he spared her, that he chose her.....so that she has the opportunity to chose him...that is awesome.
We were in Merritt OK at a ballgame and a yound lady came up to her. She asked if she was "Jaque Hall" and she said yes. They talked for a while, and have text a little since, but Jaque saw that she had touched this young lady's life. Just now she is understand the impact that she has on our lives.
She has been going through some struggles. Mostly the expectations from her friends that are not mature enough to understand that she has no control over walking right now. They do not understand that our MAKER has the control. They do not have our MAKER in their lives. For this they will struggle. I try to tell Jaque that you can "bring a horse to water, but cannot make him drink." No matter how much she prays for someone, they have the choice. She must and is making hers, so pray for her journey. It is hard being young. But I tell her that she is the prettiest girl in the world, and Mr. Right is coming, she just has to be ready!
Just because you cannot immediately see the work, does not mean that God is not doing it. And kind of like with santa, if you believe - you will recieve. God says that if two or more gather.....well he better be ready because our line is long.
Please continue to pray Jer 30:17 for Jaque. And take time out to pray for yourself each day. God is listening, we just must see the signs he sends us.
Love you all and enjoy the new picts. JAX - cannot wait to meet you.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Let us Be Thankful
Well, we had a great time at the grandma's. (and Papa's too) It is such a different kind of beautiful in western OK. The weather was perfect, and it was wonderful to see McKenzie, Andrew, Deanna, and little Aryan. God has blessed us with a wonderful family.
On Sunday, Coach Reynolds, Jaque, and I made the journey to Ft. Smith. A young man by the name of Bryant Cummings was injured last week in a four wheeler accident. He is not doing so well mentally, so the good Lord brought it to us. Well, to Jaque I should say.
Words cannot describe to you the feeling that came over me going into that room. I was unsure if this was the right thing to do, unsure of the reaction that it might have on Bryant and Jaque. Yes, I understand that Jaque is a typical teenager, and perfectly imperfect. But touched by the hands of God, yes she has been!!
After just a few seconds, Bryants girlfriend, Coach, and I left the room. We went out and waited with the other family members. Jaque just talked his head off. About what, I am not sure, but she took a picture with her and her deer to show him that Anything is possible.
I answered a few quiet questions from Bryants mother, and family. We all sit, not knowing what to say. After about 45 minutes a few of Bryant's guy friends showed up, Jaque came and joined us. Within a moment, that small section of the hospital was so different. Just with jaque there among them, the air lifted a bit, and it smelled much sweeter. Of course in true jaque fashion, she had them laughing so much. Her stories from school, from rehab, from life in general showed this family that it is what you do with what you have that makes the difference.
When we were getting ready to leave, I gave his mother one piece of advice. I told her that just because she does the research about the situation that he is in, does not mean that he is going to be there forever. That she must know that thru prayer and knowing that God's Will is in control, she will get peace.
God will restore health unto Jaque, and he will heal her of her wounds. JER 30:17.
Please pray for Bryant. His first surgery is Nov 4. Also, please contiune to pray for Jaque, because being a teenage is hard enough. Pray that her wheels will take her where she needs go, that her mind will keep her on the right path, and that when God is ready, she will wear out all her shoes making footprints for us all to follow!
Enjoy the beautiful weather, and the awesome colors of fall. Carol
On Sunday, Coach Reynolds, Jaque, and I made the journey to Ft. Smith. A young man by the name of Bryant Cummings was injured last week in a four wheeler accident. He is not doing so well mentally, so the good Lord brought it to us. Well, to Jaque I should say.
Words cannot describe to you the feeling that came over me going into that room. I was unsure if this was the right thing to do, unsure of the reaction that it might have on Bryant and Jaque. Yes, I understand that Jaque is a typical teenager, and perfectly imperfect. But touched by the hands of God, yes she has been!!
After just a few seconds, Bryants girlfriend, Coach, and I left the room. We went out and waited with the other family members. Jaque just talked his head off. About what, I am not sure, but she took a picture with her and her deer to show him that Anything is possible.
I answered a few quiet questions from Bryants mother, and family. We all sit, not knowing what to say. After about 45 minutes a few of Bryant's guy friends showed up, Jaque came and joined us. Within a moment, that small section of the hospital was so different. Just with jaque there among them, the air lifted a bit, and it smelled much sweeter. Of course in true jaque fashion, she had them laughing so much. Her stories from school, from rehab, from life in general showed this family that it is what you do with what you have that makes the difference.
When we were getting ready to leave, I gave his mother one piece of advice. I told her that just because she does the research about the situation that he is in, does not mean that he is going to be there forever. That she must know that thru prayer and knowing that God's Will is in control, she will get peace.
God will restore health unto Jaque, and he will heal her of her wounds. JER 30:17.
Please pray for Bryant. His first surgery is Nov 4. Also, please contiune to pray for Jaque, because being a teenage is hard enough. Pray that her wheels will take her where she needs go, that her mind will keep her on the right path, and that when God is ready, she will wear out all her shoes making footprints for us all to follow!
Enjoy the beautiful weather, and the awesome colors of fall. Carol
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Youth hunting Season
Hey guys, just wanted to drop a note to remind you all that All things are possible with Christ. Jaque, Chris, and Kelsie are hunting this weekend. They are having a good time, and eating lots of great food from Grandma Dona and Grandma Kay. Jaque got this one opening morning, as I am sure you all know. I am so proud that she continues to show the world that the only limitations you have are the ones you place upon yourself.
This should be motivation for all of us to do something today extraordinary.
Love you all, and hopefully Kelsie will have a deer by Sunday.
Keep praying.
This should be motivation for all of us to do something today extraordinary.
Love you all, and hopefully Kelsie will have a deer by Sunday.
Keep praying.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
October???
can you believe it is October? Where has the year gone?
Jaque has been so busy in school. Our softball is now finished. Although they did not have a good year on record, they had a lot of fun, and showed a lot of heart to the bitter end. Maegan - you did a great job trying to stay focused.
We have been very busy. Lane and Lindi are FINALLY married. Lane, it took you long enough. It was very beautiful and we all had a great time.
Since we have talked last, we have ordered graduation announcements, class rings, and who knows what else. Senior year is tough on the pocketbook, but I could not think of anything in the world I would rather be spending my money on. Jaque, a BIG senior. Wow. I look at her, all grown up and am so proud. She is such a unique blend of Chris and me. I thank God every day. In fact, I changed my alarm in the morning, it says Thank God for One more day with you.
How often do we remember to do that? My dad turned 60 years old on October 3rd. He is a great man. Throughout my life, he has always been at my side. He is the strength that I pull from, he is the rock in our family. And yes dad, I remember the one spanking you gave me. It was the ice water I spilled on you that made me do it. Happy Birthday Dad.
Jaque is doing well. She is gearing up for hunting season. She is continuing to get stronger, and look healthier. I pray that God is working in her, she shows signs of his power throughout her body. He knows that she is strong, and he is not finished with her yet. We must all pray and be prepared to receive God's blessings in her life. She is scheduled to go to Little Rock to Dr Kisser in January for a physical theraphy regimn. Dr McCarthy says that he is the best around. Dr McCarthy would know, he fought the devil for Jaque, and won. As he says, Jaque Jaque Jaque!
Thanks to all for continuing to follow her story. You will not be disappointed.......Love you!
Senior year..............
Jaque has been so busy in school. Our softball is now finished. Although they did not have a good year on record, they had a lot of fun, and showed a lot of heart to the bitter end. Maegan - you did a great job trying to stay focused.
We have been very busy. Lane and Lindi are FINALLY married. Lane, it took you long enough. It was very beautiful and we all had a great time.
Since we have talked last, we have ordered graduation announcements, class rings, and who knows what else. Senior year is tough on the pocketbook, but I could not think of anything in the world I would rather be spending my money on. Jaque, a BIG senior. Wow. I look at her, all grown up and am so proud. She is such a unique blend of Chris and me. I thank God every day. In fact, I changed my alarm in the morning, it says Thank God for One more day with you.
How often do we remember to do that? My dad turned 60 years old on October 3rd. He is a great man. Throughout my life, he has always been at my side. He is the strength that I pull from, he is the rock in our family. And yes dad, I remember the one spanking you gave me. It was the ice water I spilled on you that made me do it. Happy Birthday Dad.
Jaque is doing well. She is gearing up for hunting season. She is continuing to get stronger, and look healthier. I pray that God is working in her, she shows signs of his power throughout her body. He knows that she is strong, and he is not finished with her yet. We must all pray and be prepared to receive God's blessings in her life. She is scheduled to go to Little Rock to Dr Kisser in January for a physical theraphy regimn. Dr McCarthy says that he is the best around. Dr McCarthy would know, he fought the devil for Jaque, and won. As he says, Jaque Jaque Jaque!
Thanks to all for continuing to follow her story. You will not be disappointed.......Love you!
Senior year..............
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Jaque
Hey everyone its me Jaque.... Senior pics are tomorrow.....Im kinda excited but its wateva...lol I cant wait till thanksgiving....food....family omg i jus cant wait.. I want to say to all the young girls that read my blog......Dont fall in love durin high school live life take it one man at a time have fun AND remember there is someone who cares for you.....lol....
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i dont know if mom told yall but i wakeboarded it was so fun... well ttyl
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i dont know if mom told yall but i wakeboarded it was so fun... well ttyl
Monday, August 25, 2008
It's a small world!
Say What? One of the writers of "I'll Walk" posting on Jaque's blog, no way......YES WAY! What a blessing it was to see. Little bitty Jaque Hall from Haworth OK touching lives.....each and every day. That poor ol' devil just does not know who he is dealing with. The ol' devil thinks that he can send bad things our way, but he forgets about the "Jaque" factor.
That ol' devil forgets that Chris, Jaque, and I are so blessed with our wonderful family and a huge group of friends. And we have proven that it is not just about pryaing for Jaque, it is about us all praying for one another. Do you all remember the waiting room in Texarkana, in all the confusion, I told someone (not sure who) to take pictures of the people there, because Jaque would not believe it. She would not believe us getting kicked out of the general waiting area in little Rock, on more than one occasion. And when we were last at Little Rock, I showed her the surgery waiting room that we filled with those that could make it up that Thursday, January 17 --- she was amazed.
We were at the McCurtain CO softball tourney last week. You know she is 3 x all tourney team -- and with me, she is it again this year. We were watching a team warm up, and she commented that they probably did not like her very well, because in a game last year, Jaque hit their pitcher with a screwball (on accident) and she was out for the rest of the game. I reminded her that they sent balloons and a little lion. And a wonderfully signed card. She just smiled.
As we strolled through the bal park, we were stopped by kids, and most every coach that was there. Jaque of course gave them a hug, and told them " I bet you are sure glad I am not out there!" She is so wrong. I know everyone in this county cannot wait until the day that Jaque blankets them with a shutout, no hitter.
Last night we were getting ready for bed, and she was feeling of her ribs. She was telling me which ones hurt, guess that is the broken ones still healing. She and I were talking, and I said God knows what he is doing. He is HEALING YOU OF YOUR WOUNDS. IN HIS TIME. That is true in all of our lives. We must imbrace all that makes up our everyday. We must Seize each day. Yes, that is easier said than done, I know. But I know that with parents like Chris and I have - we are fourtunate. Our mothers literally dropped their lives for a month - would have done more if we needed. And still found time to spend with us to help when we got home. And I have no doubt that if I called them today, they would be here as soon as they could. Prasie God for them, let us all not take for granted one day that they are here on earth with us. May each of you reading this say a prayer for them today.
Just keep Jaque in your thoughts as she tries to make it to the softball games, they are hot and it really is a long time in her chair. She needs your prayers. May she be touching the lives of those girls. No matter how much she pushed them, she cares for each and every one. She is the first one there if they are in trouble, and as I told the buckytown website, she is the last one textin' them to make sure they make it home on Friday night. I love you all, and as Jaque would say, "That's how I roll."
That ol' devil forgets that Chris, Jaque, and I are so blessed with our wonderful family and a huge group of friends. And we have proven that it is not just about pryaing for Jaque, it is about us all praying for one another. Do you all remember the waiting room in Texarkana, in all the confusion, I told someone (not sure who) to take pictures of the people there, because Jaque would not believe it. She would not believe us getting kicked out of the general waiting area in little Rock, on more than one occasion. And when we were last at Little Rock, I showed her the surgery waiting room that we filled with those that could make it up that Thursday, January 17 --- she was amazed.
We were at the McCurtain CO softball tourney last week. You know she is 3 x all tourney team -- and with me, she is it again this year. We were watching a team warm up, and she commented that they probably did not like her very well, because in a game last year, Jaque hit their pitcher with a screwball (on accident) and she was out for the rest of the game. I reminded her that they sent balloons and a little lion. And a wonderfully signed card. She just smiled.
As we strolled through the bal park, we were stopped by kids, and most every coach that was there. Jaque of course gave them a hug, and told them " I bet you are sure glad I am not out there!" She is so wrong. I know everyone in this county cannot wait until the day that Jaque blankets them with a shutout, no hitter.
Last night we were getting ready for bed, and she was feeling of her ribs. She was telling me which ones hurt, guess that is the broken ones still healing. She and I were talking, and I said God knows what he is doing. He is HEALING YOU OF YOUR WOUNDS. IN HIS TIME. That is true in all of our lives. We must imbrace all that makes up our everyday. We must Seize each day. Yes, that is easier said than done, I know. But I know that with parents like Chris and I have - we are fourtunate. Our mothers literally dropped their lives for a month - would have done more if we needed. And still found time to spend with us to help when we got home. And I have no doubt that if I called them today, they would be here as soon as they could. Prasie God for them, let us all not take for granted one day that they are here on earth with us. May each of you reading this say a prayer for them today.
Just keep Jaque in your thoughts as she tries to make it to the softball games, they are hot and it really is a long time in her chair. She needs your prayers. May she be touching the lives of those girls. No matter how much she pushed them, she cares for each and every one. She is the first one there if they are in trouble, and as I told the buckytown website, she is the last one textin' them to make sure they make it home on Friday night. I love you all, and as Jaque would say, "That's how I roll."
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Schools coming!
Yes, it has been awhile. I have missed you all. Believe it or not, i can tell when you all are reading this blog, the power of prayer is great.
I guess everyone reading is feeling the back to school rush. In some kind of way, it affects us all. Our house is no different. Trying to get clothes, schedules, and routines down - that is difficult when summer is still here. It seems as though we have skipped a few months. I wrote August on a check the other day, and thought where has time went?
On to the important stuff. Jaque is doing well. She has been feeling great, and got to go to Lane's wedding shower last weekend. It was great to meet his friends, and be a part of the new life he is building. I know that they too are still praying. One said we are not just praying, we are praying for a complete recovery. We went for a pulmunary (lung) study, and are awaiting the results. The estimate that Jaque is around 5'8" now, still growing. She is still thin, but putting on weight gradually. She is wearing a size 5 (all you women can visualize her now!). She jokes that her shoes are actually lasting now, and she does not have to take them off in the house.
Funny those things that we worry about, and how they really do not mean a thing. I mean I would really just love to see Jaque run through my house with muddy shoes that are brand new. I cannot wait to see her get her brand new school jeans marked up with grass stains because she is playing football with the guys, again. And when she gets mud all in the floor board of my truck, I will do my best to just laugh about it.
So how do we keep the faith. Day in and day out, how do we, those that love and respect her, keep the faith. Simple. God tells us that we should give our children to him. 100%. We cannot teeter totter. So, I give her to him each morning, and thank him for her each night. She, and all our kids are such a blessing. And we must not forget to cast that ol' devil out. He is not welcome in this house.
And what about those doubters (you see in passing) that say we must resolve ourselves to what is here and now? Those that say..well she must be depressed? To embrace life in its current form is a must. No one (doctors) can say what the future holds for Jaque. Only God knows. But that can be true for all of us. Who of us does not have a bad day? Jaque's wonderful attitude is such a refreshing blessing. And still I am amazed at some of the things she tells me. Her bad days are short curfews and nights that she cannot go out with friends. She told me last night that she had to eat pasta, because it was the night before their first softball game for school. She just smiled so big when she said it, and said "that is what I always do mom." And we did. She knows, as I know, that she will walk again. We are not sure when...but she will.
So what say we to those doubters? Just pray that God will fill them with the HOPE and LOVE that we all have. Just tell them that each day on this earth is a gift. And tell them that when she walks, they too will feel the power of the LORD come over them. Like I always tell you guys, it is the JAQUE factor. Please pray that the lung study comes out well. And eat some PASTA!! Love ya'll.
I guess everyone reading is feeling the back to school rush. In some kind of way, it affects us all. Our house is no different. Trying to get clothes, schedules, and routines down - that is difficult when summer is still here. It seems as though we have skipped a few months. I wrote August on a check the other day, and thought where has time went?
On to the important stuff. Jaque is doing well. She has been feeling great, and got to go to Lane's wedding shower last weekend. It was great to meet his friends, and be a part of the new life he is building. I know that they too are still praying. One said we are not just praying, we are praying for a complete recovery. We went for a pulmunary (lung) study, and are awaiting the results. The estimate that Jaque is around 5'8" now, still growing. She is still thin, but putting on weight gradually. She is wearing a size 5 (all you women can visualize her now!). She jokes that her shoes are actually lasting now, and she does not have to take them off in the house.
Funny those things that we worry about, and how they really do not mean a thing. I mean I would really just love to see Jaque run through my house with muddy shoes that are brand new. I cannot wait to see her get her brand new school jeans marked up with grass stains because she is playing football with the guys, again. And when she gets mud all in the floor board of my truck, I will do my best to just laugh about it.
So how do we keep the faith. Day in and day out, how do we, those that love and respect her, keep the faith. Simple. God tells us that we should give our children to him. 100%. We cannot teeter totter. So, I give her to him each morning, and thank him for her each night. She, and all our kids are such a blessing. And we must not forget to cast that ol' devil out. He is not welcome in this house.
And what about those doubters (you see in passing) that say we must resolve ourselves to what is here and now? Those that say..well she must be depressed? To embrace life in its current form is a must. No one (doctors) can say what the future holds for Jaque. Only God knows. But that can be true for all of us. Who of us does not have a bad day? Jaque's wonderful attitude is such a refreshing blessing. And still I am amazed at some of the things she tells me. Her bad days are short curfews and nights that she cannot go out with friends. She told me last night that she had to eat pasta, because it was the night before their first softball game for school. She just smiled so big when she said it, and said "that is what I always do mom." And we did. She knows, as I know, that she will walk again. We are not sure when...but she will.
So what say we to those doubters? Just pray that God will fill them with the HOPE and LOVE that we all have. Just tell them that each day on this earth is a gift. And tell them that when she walks, they too will feel the power of the LORD come over them. Like I always tell you guys, it is the JAQUE factor. Please pray that the lung study comes out well. And eat some PASTA!! Love ya'll.
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