Love to All

Hello again, all "Jaque" clan. Hope this finds you all doing well. And I hope that your Christmas list is quickly getting checked twice! This reaches you as Jaque finishes her first semester of college. Her grades are not in, but looking like she did pretty good. This, considering I have no idea what she actually did her senior year of high school. lol

Most of you have heard that Sassy tried to break in the cube and come and find us over Thanksgiving holiday. When Blayne came to feed her, he found her laying in the car....most likely pondering if she should use the hand controls, or chance it with the gas and brake. I guess you could say she loves Jaque very much. So, we are getting the love scraps repaired.

I tried to remember that God is key in our lives and material possessions are really not that important. Between the angry spells, I know that a car is just a car....and the love and fear that Sassy felt while jaque was gone would be difficult to put into words. We had a laugh, and Chris did not kill her....so it is better now.

It has been a tough month as we have lost our friend Eugene. He was loved by our family. He is definitely one of the few people that you could count on to do what they said they would when they said they would do it. I know that you really do not get second chances to tell people what you think of them. He use to tell me how much he admired Jaque and that he would gladly give her all he could, all....so she could have life a little easier. Said she was honestly the toughest most awesome person he knew.

Jaque gets more beautiful each morning. She is learning life lessons the hard way, and striving to improve her decision making. What more can you ask from an 18 year old girl? She is learning that she needs to take her own good advice, and I love that when she talks to me....God is always in our conversations.

Someone asked me if I was getting impatient with God. I told them that everyone has something in their life they need. Jaque's is physical and more noticeable that others....but everyone has something that they pray for from God. I also told them that God's will is a very powerful thing. In his timing, all things are possible. In his hands are grace, love, and hope. Too many times we try to take things in our hands. In doing this, we take things out of his will, still within reach, but out of will. It takes a strong Christian faith to leave it in his hands.

Have you heard the song by LeeAnn Womack, "There is a God". And then it asks How much proof do you need? Anyone in our lives knows that he is alive and well. If you need a reminder, I will send you a picture of Jaque. He saved her. Brought her back from the dark, into the light, and from the light, sent her back to the earth to fulfil her destiny. What is that, well..she and God are the only ones in on that one.

While she was sleeping in Little Rock, I remember crying in the shower. I would speak to God, and say I trust you, I know that you have a plan, but just a little hint would do? Little did I know that he was sending me hints in each of you that came to visit. Each person shared a story of how Jaque affected their life, and he was showing that he had placed the foundation of her as a witness, I just was not paying attention to his signs.

Life is too short to not hold those dear to us and tell them how much they mean to us. Each visit we have must be cherished and enjoyed, for we never know if it will be the last. Time is not meant to be waisted on what is usually our selfishness.

The last time Jaque spoke to Eugene she had just got the Cube. They talked about how she was going to drive it down to show him. He said that he would take her out and buy her a "fillet" and take her out on the town of OKC. It was a wonderful talk...not all can be written here.lol But at his funeral, many of his friends and family walked up to her and said "You are Jaque." "Eugene told us so much about you. We are so glad to meet you." He believed in God. No doubt to me and Jaque where he is today. I thank her a little for revitalizing his belief...and thank him for witnessing to his family through our little Jaque.

I hope that you all have a wonderful Christmas. Jaque is indeed a nose taller than me now. I am hoping to take some pics for Christmas and get posted. Remember, Christmas is a time to remember that Jesus came into our lives. That he is indeed the Reason for Our Season. And if we keep him at Number One...Our family and friends will indeed be blessed.

For I will restore health unto Jaque and heal her of her wounds. JER 30:17 Have a safe holiday...and get a plan together to spend new years with friends!

Wonderful Reason for the Season!

What a great Thanksgiving we had. Our family is so wonderful. Jaque, Jaron, Lindi, and Toby had a wonderful time hunting. It was kind of funny, because as soon as Jaque got her deer this year, Chris seem to loose interest. He still went to the woods, but watching the deer took priority over getting a deer in gun season.

What changes our "love" for something? Do outside forces mold our view of what is important in life, or as we age do we simply pattern what we love by those we love?

I thought that Chris and I were both going to pop waiting on Jaque to get home from GA. She and Eddie had a great time. You would all be proud to know that Eddie was the perfect "flier." It was their first trip together, but alone. I had no doubts that Jaque and Eddie would both excel as usual. I love the fact that their personalities are so alike. Fearless, and confident.

Want you all to share in God's glory and mystery with our family. Jaque went to see Gary, the leg brace builder at Snell's in Little Rock on Tuesday. SHE HAS GROWN ALMOST THREE INCHES SINCE FIRST BEING SIZED. We have heard since her accident, "you should be about done growing." And a new chair, now re-sizing of braces, and a whole bunch of high-water jeans later.........still growing. God's just simply not finished with her yet. You would all also be proud to know that Jaque, Eddie, and I went shopping, and had room left in the "cube."

She is finishing up her first semester of school. I hate to admit it, but I really do not care what grades she makes this semester. I know some of you are shaking your heads at me. But think about it. Jaque has been up rolling around, going hunting, going fishing, riding 4-wheelers, shooting guns, mudding, going to GA, and taking college classes.

Good Lord. Yes, he is a good Lord our God. She is doing it. As we drove into little rock, I had a pit in my stomach of the night we drove in of her accident. Not knowing if she was waiting on me and Chris. Not knowing much of anything other than "Uncle Matt" had lied and stated he was a relative to keep up with the info. Him being a former EMT, could understand the talk and kept peeking at the board. I almost got emotional when I thought about all that changed for Jaque that night. I am almost that way now. Then I think.......wow, look at her GO! What an amazing young woman. Day in and day out, she makes me smile, she makes me laugh, and she makes me love her more than I thought imaginable.

God gave his son for us. He did not give a few abilities that his son had, he gave HIS son for us.

I heard Jaque telling a friend "Why did you not ask me to go bowling?" Her friend said something, (they were just talking, not arguing or anything like that) Then she said, "yes I can bowl, if I want to do it, I can do it. I can do anything that I put my mind to. No...I am not sure I would like it, but I would try it and see."

I read about a coach for Bethany OK, John Griffis. He passed away in Nov. He was working on his roof, and fell. Something that he did on the side in the summer for money. Something he was used to doing. He left behind a wonderful family. I have been reading their blog at teamgriffis.blogspot.com Please pray for his family.

Life is too short to waste time on the little things that hurt us, depress us, stress us....It is a precious gift that is giving and should not be taken for granted. This Christmas, try hard to remember that he gave us the "Gift."

I cannot express enough to all of you how wonderful Jaque is doing. She is young, and still growing, inside and out. God has touched her in a way that we can "Only imagine" and I know that she is put here to share with us all.

One last thing, she was talking to me the other night about her daddy. She was saying that she almost felt sad for people that did not have one like him. He is unselfish with his love and with his time. As we were talking about him, I never remember a time in her ENTIRE life that she needed him, and he was not there. Even with work and games....he would tell her, "Are you going to be ok with me not there" and in the few times she said, I really need you daddy...she came first. Numero Uno! None of us are without fault. But Jaque really has wonderful role models in the MAN department. Whoever does get lucky enought to catch her wheels -- will have big shoes to fill. And no doubt that God will have Chris ready to step up whenever she needs him.

You never get a moment back that passes. You may get an opportunity to correct mistakes, if you get lucky. But moments are never given on credit. Take time to cherish your kids. I love you all and hope that if you ever need anyone to talk to, give ol' Jaque a call. She will always surprise you with her youthful wisdom. Sweet Jesus, AMEN.

Turkey time is coming! MMMMMMM

What a busy fall! God has blessed us so.....where to I begin. About three weeks ago jaque and I set out for Houston TX. She was on a journey get her life to flow a little easier. We made a quick trip, and got the new CUBE. I know, it does make you smile and even make you chuckle a little at first. It is soooo fun to drive, and has so much more room than the mustang. I honestly do not know how she has made it this long with the limited room the mustang offers.

So, Eddie, Sassy, and Dad approved. They loved the rims, and we all three surprised by the amount of room this little CUBE has to offer. Dad of course immediately called PineWood Mobility in Dangerfield. So "she" is outfitted with hand controls, and ready to scoot! It is crazy, i know, but the more you drive it, the more you forget that your in a CUBE. Everyone stares, because -- to true Jaque form, it is the first in town. One old man at the Country Store came up and said, may I look, I never seen anything like that little car! I just had to laugh.

Much like Jaque, this little CUBE is not quite what you expect. First impressions are that it is small, slow, and little. Just like her....but you soon realize that it's heart is endless, its motion and speed are amazing, and it is more than a ride, "it's an experience." LOL, Jaq will love that line.

Jaque has been busy with school. She and Payton and 4 other friends are currently in Macon GA on a job. She and the girls are really getting to know one another. I am so proud of her. She may have been nervous, but she is simply fearless. She knew she had supplies, and med's.....and anything else could be handled as it came.

Eddie is with her, and I am sure getting spoiled rotten. She called and talked to a pouty Sassy last night.

I know that you are all thinking -- how could I let her go so far????? With Jaque, it is important to note that Chris and I remind her that her ability and future are without boundaries. So if she did not go, what I have been teaching her the first 18years of her life would have just been words. Her biggest problem since she has been gone is how to strain HB meat without a strainer. And that had nothing to do with her wheels!

As Christmas nears, I think of when we went skiing. Andrew, Pricilla's son, went with us and he and Jaque were snowboarding. I remembering being worried about her falling and hurting that pitching hand. I was so caught up in the "future" and Chris reminded me that she needs to live life to its fullest every day. He said whatever happens will happen, but she has just got to enjoy being a kid. So - of course they won. She had such a great time, and now, I am thankful.

Just think about the limitations that we all put on our kids each day. Now, think about if they were gone tomorrow. If they were.....would you feel confident that they lived their life to the fullest? Would you have regrets on things you did not do, or words that you said and could not take back?

I told someone recently that I absolutely love Tim McGraw's new song. I think the name is "I'm Alive, and well." I know it talks about not looking back and realizing each new day in your life is an opportunity. I see a various display of Pic's of my Jaque each time I hear it. Then I can close my eyes and see her lying with Jesus while she was sleeping. She said that she, Jesus, and CJ were fishing. So peaceful.

Could we not all learn from those around us? Could we learn to be a little bit better people each day. Learn that we are not always right, learn that we all have our faults, BUT above all else, learn that with the short time we have on this earth, our GOD and our FAMILY are the most important things that we have?

So, i figure we have a choice each day we are blessed to open our eyes. We can enhance those around us and sit in the bleachers with the winning, or we can choose the devils side. It is not how we are treated by those around us. This is irrelevant. It is how we treat those around us. It is our individual journey.

Jaque says that her friend was having boyfriend trouble. Thinking he was cheating, and so on...So instead of fueling the wrong fire, my little 18 old Jaque asks her if she had prayed about it. That is a great day for me. God's journey is a tough one for her, but I don't think that she has slowed down enough to notice.

At 4:10 pm eastern time on Sunday, Nov 22 Jaque and Eddie will board a plane from ATL to OKC. Please Please pray that God guides this journey from their arrival at ATL to their landing in OKC. Please pray for knowledge of personnel that will be handling her and Eddie's boarding on the plane, and for good weather and a safe flight. I thank you in advance, for He says where two or more gather.......

Love you all and hope you have a wonderful holiday and safe travels!

Who is in your sights?

Hunting season. Ah, yes, it is the time of year when everyone in McCurtain County shuts down to spend time in the woods and with family. Up at the lake, the leaves are turning, camp fires are burning, and the marshmellows are raosting.

Jaque called me from Payton's house a couple of nights ago. She was giggling and whispering. I asked her what in the world she was doing. She said I am standing at the counter in my leg braces. I said good, then asked what was so funny. She said that Payton had gone deer hunting and should be back anytime. I said what is funny about that? She said that she had a nerf gun, locked and loaded, and was going to shoot him right when he walked through the door. We laughed and I knew God was working. She was doing her theraphy, and God was making sure she was having fun doing it.

Yesterday was a PT day. She and Chance see to have wonderful conversation, so it is really good for both of them. A while back I told you all about a local preacher that was going to chances, and well.... lets just say our Jaque made him understand that you must keep everything in perspective. Yesterday, he was there at same time she was. YOU ALL UNDERSTAND THAT GOD IS WORKING WITHIN HER, RIGHT? He was talking to her about yawning while she was walking. Sounds like they were all having a really enjoyable afternoon. She said then he told her that he wanted her to know that she had the most wonderful attitude of anyone that he had ever met. He told her that it was so great seeing her smile, and watching how she handled the struggle she had been given. He then said that he knew everyone had asked her, but he needed to ask if she, in her heart, thought that she would ever walk again. She said she told him that she knew she would, not sure when, but had no doubt. He just smiled and told her he admired her and her faith. I shared with her what I tell you all.... Through the gates of heaven, for sure, but in my heart I know that it will be here on earth.

As I listened to her talk about yesterday, I realized that she is starting to see her purpose. She said that she and Payton talked about praying. Up til now, I am sure they have..... but this is first time she and I had talked about it. See, Payton struggles with "Why Jaque." But he told her that he prays for her. She told him that she prays for him too. She prays hard when he travels, and hard when he is home. She shared with him that she has learned to pray for lots of things. She said that she even prays for those that she really does not like that well. He asked why, and she said that Jesus tells us to love everyone. Little and Big lessons that I am sure we can all learn from.

Wow. What an emotional and spiritual BIG step they have taken over the last few months. I really appreciate and respect this from both of them. We all make mistakes, and although it is hard to forget....God tells us to forgive. I try and keep everything in perspective. He makes her happy, and they seem to be trying hard this time to do things right, to respect one another, and to be friends above all else.

I thought about this all night, and then it hit me. My mom use to sing to me when I was little, and really sing to Jaque, Deanna, Doni, and Roxi. My favorite was This little light of mine.
This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine.....you all know it. "hide it under a bush, oh no......Don't let satan blow it out...." What a perfect song for Jaque.

Ok, so best example I can give is - have you been in the house for a week solid because of rain. Then one day the clouds break, and a ray of sunshine hits you? You just look up in awe. As you look toward the heavens, you close your eyes, and the sunlight is upon you and before you know it happiness has overtaken you and you smile. Even on a bad day, you still smile. Well, Jaque is my ray, she is my little light, she is shining.

When many would sit and be still. When many would point out all the things that they cannot do. When many would feel sorry for their current situation. She is getting up and going, she is point out all the things she can do, she is saying don't feel sorry for me, I am just fine.

I feel I must mention that she is what she is because of 1st - God, 2nd - Family, 3rd - friends. the 2nd is largely because her DADDY has been telling her her entire life that there is NOTHING she cannot do. He taught her that she only has limits that she sets upon herself. He has taught her that if you set a goal, don't stop at it. She knows that anything in life is possible if you work hard and have Faith. Chris also has made her believe that the only difference in being a girl or boy is that she looks better in camo.

Please think about your kids today. What do you stress that is important in their lives? What do you remember about your childhood? Remember when your parents said "I was that age once too?" How did you react? I am suspecting that you rolled your eyes a little too.

The balance of making life easier, and keeping right from wrong is always a little touchy. In Jaque's case, we want her happy and smiling, but we are learning to pick our battles.

When things happen as they did at Chance's, and her personality comes alive, I am seeing that she is truly growing into a wonderful young woman. Chris and I are trying to give her more leadway, and know that she must learn somethings on her own. It is hard, but, as I put it in perspective....it should be the easiest thing in the world. Our family has God in our life. Although it does not mean that we will not go through trials, it does mean that he will be with us every step of the way. One day when I see the footprints, it will not just be one - as it is in the pictures and poems. It will be two sets, she and Jesus walking together on the shore. When is one day? Who knows, but I will watch the little light shine until then......

Love you all.



As I drove into work this morning.

As the leaves begin to change - so do we all

What a beautiful time of year! What a testimony in God's glorious way of changing our lives, shedding the old, and preparing the new.

Jaque has been doing great. She has been working hard on those college classes. Studying until late at night, and even teaching ol' mom a thing or two. It has been stressful on her, but I see that she is trying to really give all she has.

So for those of you that know her, what else is new? We went to western OK last weekend and had a great time. She tagged her first deer with a bow, but was disappointed that it was a doe. It was a 41 yard shot, so Chris and Payton both told her that it was an impressive kill. But true to her nature, she was not satisfied with that. She strives to get the MONSTER buck.

She also got to see my new nephew Warren. He and his older brother Arian are doing well. Thank you all for the prayers. They truely are the one thing we can do to help anyone in a tough situation, medically and emotionally. My sister belinda and her husband cecil are trying hard to be the kind of parents and grandparents that God wants them to be. It is tough, I know, but I am proud of them.

Jaque said that they have to call her Aunt Jaque. She is adimate on this for all of her "Cousins" because she desperately wants to be an Aunt. Life is funny about labels. Where is it written that she just is a cousin? No where - so, Aunt Jaque is having little Chrystal Jo call her Aunt too!

I am so amazed at Jaque's attitude. She continues to be the ray of sunshine in each day that I am blessed here on earth. While we were in Elk, she, Deanna, Doni, and deanna's friend went to movies. Somehow Jaque's wallet did not make it home. And to top it all off, deanna and her friend were con'd into putting some handcuffs on. Yes, funny, but key was in Jaque's wallet. So - in true Jaque fashion, she got a bobbi pin and picked the lock. Too much CSI? Probably, but these were police grade handcuffs. When she told Payton what she did, he said NO WAY. But that's just Jaque. Right? Breaking all the rules, doing it her way, and always surprising us with resetting the limits that life puts on her. Yes, I can laugh now...but it was not so funny that night at 12:30 am..

We got her wallet the next day, and luckily, everything was in it. She was relieved, thinking how easy someone could have stolen not only her identity, but her CASH!

Identity. Got me to wondering what this really means. Is it what is on the outside and what people see, or is it really what is underneath that we keep hidden? What about our inside keeps us so scared that we do not let it shine?

I have learned over the past two years that one thing with our Jaque, what you see is what you get. She pretty much says what is on her mind, and gives off no false pretenses. She makes mistakes, and learns from them. Not the first time always, but usually by second or third. She constantly sees the good in others long after moest of us would have just filed them away. She understands that life is meant to be lived. She is a wild and carefree teenager, and most of the time accepts that consequences are sometimes worth it -- sometimes not.

Not much about these qualities in her have changed since the wreck. Mostly they are just more predominant because she is more still. I think.

Once we were building our first traveling softball team. She, of course, was the stud, and not bragging, but everyone knew that she was. We had a girl that she had not played with join the team. After a couple of practices, we were all standing around and this girl came up to us. She said, "Jaque, I just want you to know that I have always thought that you were arogant, and the biggest bi**h that i knew. But then I got on this team and played with you." We all just kind of blankly looked at her. Then she said "i just want you to know that you are the coolest and most fun girl I know, and I am glad we got a chance to be friends."

WOW. Just shows you how we all misjudge. She and Jaque are from different towns, but she made sure that her dad brought her up to hospital to see Jaque.

Thank you god for the moments in our lives that may seem a little "rough" at first, but turn out to be a blessing.

Bro. Jason said something that I know is true to my core. It is the reason that I do this blog, it is the reason that God works through me, and through all of you reading. He said that we must surround ourselves with those of faith. That if we seek the miracle, our faith will be stronger if we keep ourseleves surrounded with those that know it is possible.

Anyone that knows Jaque, and anyone that has already seen God's miracles through her life, know that HE IS ALVIE AND WELL IN ALL OF US.

Many with Jaque's injury know that it is not a matter of IF, it is when. We are ready. Jaque and Chance work hard each week to keep her body ready, and God is working on her soul. In his timing, all things are possible. Will it be here on earth? I have faith and a sense of peace that it will....but either way - she will walk through the gates of Heaven. And she is not just going to sit around and watch life walk by her. She is out, living it to its fulliest, and not missing out on ANYTHING that she loves. She is actually more active than most 18 year olds.

So, please, if you are struggling with something today, look up to God. Pray that he work his will in your life. Put your struggle in perspective, and do not try and face it alone. We all need support from time to time. I have had yours my entire life. Jaque and Chris have too. Thank you.

Ode to Eddie!

This week, Jaque pulled up behind the office. When I went outside to get her, I was greeted by a little(lol)blond haired boy with a big grin on his face.

Yes, it was Eddie. He had been to therapy with Jaque. He was so excited. He just loves going out and about with her. From the mill, we left and went to Wal-mart. He was struttin' like an ol' rooster. When we arrived at walmart, we were met by the greeter, who politely asked if he was a service animal. We said yes, and in we went.

It is funny how much attention Eddie draws, I mean everybody loves a puppy, right? But something in that sweet 3 year old yellow lab just draws you to him. We have been around enough in Idabel that most people know not to pet him. That doesn't stop him from giving a lick to his "friends" that he has met in running around with Jaque. Eddie can do just about anything you ask of him.....especially when a treat is involved. Just do not interrupt his dinner. Jaque has started venturing out more with Eddie. He gives you a sense of security. And yes, he can even carry on a conversation. Ok - his end is mostly drool and tail wagging, but he really listens when you talk with him. He has started sleeping in Jaques bed. He loved to get up to the top and snuggle, and when she is ready to sleep, he takes his place at the end of the bed. Sometimes at night, her legs kick him, but he doesn't mind. The other night she was not feeling just right and he came and laid at her feet. He was in the most uncomfortable looking position, but had his head up on top of her feet and then.....yes.......he started snoring. And he sounds like a grown man.

It is amazing the job that GCI (Georgia Canines for Independence) did with Eddie. We are so fortunate to have him in our lives. The bond that was immediately present is amazing. Here is a group of people that train dogs for the care and companionship of others. How unselfish they are. Thank you Jesus for them.

Jaque has been working hard this week with school. She is really stressing with her work, and trying hard to complete her assignments at 100%. She wants them to be perfect. It is hard for her stay focused when her legs have other plans. The medicine that they give her for spasms makes her sleepy - so it is a toss on what to do to control them and get work done. She tries various locations around the house to do her work, and yes, Eddie comes in handy when you need an 80 lb weight to keep them steady.

Last night she was commenting on how good her legs looked. Chuckle, yes, I did too. All her life, she has had legs like a man. Since she was little, the muscles in her legs were so much bigger and more defined than girls her age. Well, to be honest, Jackie Jointer Kersy would have been a good match. And although she does not work them out much, she still has great legs. A little smaller than before, but definitely still good muscled legs for a "girl". In playing ball, most grown men were in awe of her natural muscle tone. She really never lifted weights or worked out (her teammates will confirm this!)

What has God in store? Why would God give Jaque the gift of such strong muscles, such stamina, such plain and simple GOD given ability and talent.........and then Jaque be in a position she is now?

Well, my best response is that God did not make this happen in Jaque's life. He did prepare her for this, he did ready her body for the fight, and he made ready her heart and soul. He put Chris and I in the right line to receive her as our child. He made sure that we had a wonderful strong set of parents X 3, he made our brothers and sisters ready as well. He did not start the fight, but he has trained her well.

You know the line -- if he can bring you to it, he will bring you through it? We hear things like this every day, but do we really listen to them? I tend to get irritated at people that jaque says stare at her in the mall, or in walmart. I also get irritated at one of her "so called" friends that tries to start trouble between her and Payton at every chance.

Listen closely......As Bro Jason preached on Sunday. Everything came against Peter, but when they looked at him, they saw the face of an angel. (Jason, hope I did not mess that up!)

So, as others start to stir up trouble around Jaque, as the devil starts to try and work against the good in her life, we all look to her and see the face of an Angel. I do not want to use such a powerful message out of context. But as I caught myself giving human advice to jaque on how to handle those around her.....Bro. Jason and God gave me a lesson.

Smile and live right for God, and he will not forsake you. And those that look toward you will see the face of an Angel. HE is the light, and his glowing beauty shines through jaque. For the things that may bother her in private and not shown in public. She lets the light shine through her, and with than -- the glow reaches far and wide. When I give worldy adive, she shines her light.

A dear friend send that wonderful magazine article about jaque to USSSA. (if anyone wants a copy, email me at carol.hall3@weyerhaeuser.com and I will send it) He saw her light.

The amazing thing about this article, as my father in law so eloquently stated, it that it is a perspective from someone outside our immediate family. It is some one's life that she has touched, and he took it national. If just one of those reading it passes it on, and they pass it on...imagine the lives that she will touch.

So back to my initial question, why with the God given attributes, why our Jaque. My own personal opinion is that if someone goes through this ordeal and is saved in the process that is GREAT. I do not want to take away from the glory in that....but if someone can go through this being a Christian...and come out with faith even stronger and able to witness to others.....why question?

Jaque and Eddie. Riding in her mustang with the windows down and the radio thumping. Eddie's light shines as bright as a dogs can. And after all, he is her co-pilot. Who is your co-pilot? Who is riding with you today?

Thank you God for the gift of Jaque. Thank you even more for the second gift of her again. May all that look at us today see you in us. May we bite our tongue and look to you for guidance.

**Pray for Warren, Roxanne's new baby boy, my sister Belinda and Cecil's second grandchild. Welcome to the family.

When your on top of the hill you can see them coming

What a wonderful year we are having! God blesses my family - and Jaque - in so many ways. Jaque has been so busy with school. She is wanting to do it all perfectly. She is getting herself prepared for her boyfriend to go off on a shutdown.

Last weekend they went to the Roadhouse to eat dinner. She said that they turned their name in, when asked for a table or booth, said it did not matter to her, and then they waited. One by one she watched groups of two's get seated before them. She said that they were talking about why they had not been seated and this older couple that had just came in got their number buzzed. They asked Jaque if they would like to go ahead of them. She said thank you, but no. Then she went and told the girl that she said booth or table would work, and that she could sit anywhere. Said she wanted to get mad - but didn't. They were immediately seated.

In talking about it with me she said it was stupid that those girls were so dumb on not listening to what she told them. She said that she felt that they were not very accommodating. I told her that she could have very easily talked to the manager in a nice way and explained. She said yea, then someone coming in behind her would not have the same problem. I asked her who could change their ignorance, she said "My Voice."

I was proud that she did not loose her temper. Me, I am not sure if I would have had the reserve to do the same. Chris -- well, I know he would have NOT!

Last night we rec'd a package in the mail. It was from Andy and Dana Johnson from the Texarkana Vipers Team. She had sent a copy of the USSSA Fall 209 magazine with an article that Andy had written entitled "Jaque Hall's Amazing Journey." I have to admit that it brought tears to my eyes. First, we had no idea that Andy had chosen to do this on Jaque. What an honor. Second, it is so great that so many people will hear about her and if just one more person hops on the prayer chain - wow, won't God be proud! And Third, it just goes to show me how important softball was in the journey she is on. Without it, we would not have this great support system around her, and us. To DANA and ANDY - yes, I loved it. My heart is full of pride for Jaque, and for you and your family in our lives. Praise God for that blessing.

--As I got in my car this morning, I was invaded by ants. Yes, what a wonderful way to start off a rainy Tuesday. But I was not upset. I begin thinking about those little "devils" and how they were attacking me. It seems as though they come out of every crack from every direction, and just when you think you have them all, one lonely ant will sneak up on your arm. Laugh if you will, but I know you will all be looking as you enter your cars today, right? But it is true, they will attack when something good has happened. Then ants attacked because of a lonely little fry from McD's. The devil attacks in the same way.

Jaque and Payton went to Chance's for braces and walking. She said that she went down and back, down and back, down and back, and down and back. This means that she went just a down and back and down again farther than last time. She told Payton if he tried to run from her, he needed to do it in a straight line so she could catch him. lol

My Jaque is amazing. She pushes her self to be better each time, and knows that the prize is coming. Just like in her pitching or batting - she does not settle with the 2 k's per inning. She wants the 2.43. Once while we were playing at Grady Wallace park in Texarkana she hit a home run, over center field. Next time she came up to bat, she was meant to be intentionally walked. She had three wide balls on her. Then the pitcher thought she was going to out smart her own coach and sneak a strike in. Jaque showed her that she is always ready to receive the gift of a strike, and took it over the same part of the center field fence. Two in one game. After the game, Chris and Jaque were talking. Chris of course proud, but telling her that she needed to take a walk when given. She told him that he raised her to not go the easy way - but to always be ready for that meatball.

As we road the 4wheeler up the road last night, Chris and I were talking. He said that it was not very fast, but would do for what hunting and trail riding we needed it for. I told him that being not so fast was a good thing, because Jaque was gonna drive it as hard as she could, so it was actually just what she needed. He commented something like Isn't it funny that she is still that way. I just smiled and said, that is how you raised her. Just like her Daddy.

God is working in our lives. In yours. Just when you settle in, trust me, an ant will quickly get you moving. Is it right that the little devil can get us moving, or should we be moving already? Jaque's accident is just a moment in time, and God continues to move us upward since that day. he has used her to touch so many. Yes, she is imperfect - but God is working so quickly in her life. Wow. What an honor to have a child that pushes the limits, learns lessons, and is learning to glorify God along the way. Thanks to our strong Christian family. Thanks to our strong Christian friends. And I PRAISE GOD for all of those that are brought closer to him from knowing my child, his child. JAQUE. Jer 30:17

College Life?

Yes, who would have thought that college online would make life so crazy? Well, that and the fact that Jaque just does not sit still -- has kept life interesting. Since her birth.

To get you quickly up to speed, she has been hard at it. At getting organized for school, at theraphy with Chance, and at life in general.

You know it sounds like I may just be typing this, but she indeed makes each day worth waking up for. Mainly because she just keeps life so much fun and I feel so blessed each time I look in her eyes.

She and I were coming up from the lake at the cabin. We were rolling along the doc, and talking about Miracles. I said, who knows Jaque, the miracle cure for you might be in the bottom of this lake. I said, I might just need to push you off of this skinny thing. She laughed. Then she said, 'Yeah owww- now my butt hurts, but I am the miracle girl."

I was laughing so hard, I literally had to stop and catch my breath. She is so funny and such a breath of fresh air.

Very rarely in life do we know when we are actually witnessing to someone. A few days ago at a softball game, Bill Darnell stopped me. He wanted updates on Jaque. Said what are they saying? I told him that its not like other things, where you are given % or something like that. Then I asked him if he believed in God. He looked at me and said yes. Then I told him that since day one God has given me a stillness....a peace in my heart that Jaque would be walking. He did not give me a time line, but that I have never doubted that. I asked him if he knew what I was talking about, and he said yes. So I told him that it would be people like him praying for her - and keeping the prayers alive. And that threw that - God would deliver her to the spot in his plan she was meant to be. I told him that she would walk, not sure when or where, but that she would. A man sitting beside us was listening. He said that he was in Chance's this week, and that Chance was telling him that very thing. And that she was the most determined young lady he had ever known. God has her were he wants her for now.

Don't you just know it in your heart. I had a dream not to long ago. She was getting out of the car, and was running. I asked her what she was doing, and she said if she slowed down, she could not walk. But if she stayed at a steady pace, she would be ok.

God loved her. God saved her. God loves her more still every day. The good thing is that God loves you just as much. Praise him. Find someone today that doesn't know him and show him our message through the gift of Jaque.

on more quick thing. We purchased a boat for fishing this weekend. Drove to AL to get it. While there, we were telling the man about Jaque. He (George) was given her website as we were leaving. Chris had to run back in about a paper, and he already had it pulled up. What a guy. Must be a good Christian man.

A boat, a girl fishing. God's journey being a fisher of men! Praise God for our AL trip. One more life touched by Jaque. And he touched ours as well.

20 minutes - what can you get done?

I have struggled over posting the blog this week. So much I want to say, but cannot seem to get my fingers on it. So - I hope I do this justice.

What can you do with 20 minutes of your day? Just think about it. Think about what you have already done today, think about what you have planned tonight.

Well, PRAISE GOD, 20 minutes at a time. I have a feeling that this blog will be one of many to come so just hang on for the ride.......and know that God is riding shotgun.

Last week Jaque and Payton went to Chance's for theraphy. She got in her braces and got out the walker that mimi gave her. Quite honestly, nothing I can type can put into words how it felt to hear it from Payton. He said "tell her what you did." Jaque said ok. He said "tell her what you did." She said OK. Apparently Chance worked with both of them on how to manuver in the braces. And she walked accross his office with them.

Using Payton to brace her and help with balance, she went 60 feet in 20 minutes. Wow, AIN'T GOD GREAT.

Last night, as they were riding around, he was telling her that she needed to eat good, cause she was getting to walk again today. Funny how God works in our lives, isn't it. We think we have it all planned out, and he tells us it is his plan. And, so long as we, individually, get on track with the will he has for us, his plan is great.

In the dictonary, the definition of the word walk is -- intransitive verb to move or travel on legs and feet, alternately putting one foot a comfortable distance in front of, or sometimes behind, the other, and usually proceeding at a moderate pace. When walking, as opposed to running, one of the feet is always in contact with the ground, the one being put down as or before the other is lifted.

Guys - Jaque walked. God and medical science found the tools, and she provided the sheer will and determination. On August 10, 2009 Jaque got to her feet, and by definition, walked.

In softball, when she was pitching 2.73 k's per inning, it was hard to remember a time when we were glad to just see the ball go over the plate. It wasn't long, though, she had to either strike them out, or walk them. See, the batters were afraid of her, so they were scared to even get in the box, much less swing.

Now, here we are again. The devil is in the box, trying to see what she has got. At church on Sunday, Pastor Jason said that it is good times in your life that the devil attacks you. He tries to steal the glory from you.

Guess he will be knocking on her door, because glory from God she is receiving. Remember her in prayer as we all know the Glory is on its way, in small steps, but it is on its way.

Sometimes we get so busy pointing out someone's flaws, we forget that they could be the key to our life being more complete. Jaque could easily have a pity party for herself (I know she has earned it) But because of softball, because of four-wheeling, because of hunting, because of you........she is setting her sights high. Luckily, our great family and friends have been beside us every step of the way. God has blessed us so much. I pray for those out there in this world that do not have this luxury. For day it is ours on Earth, and tomorrow it will be ours in Heaven.

When Chris and I look to our daughter, we are so proud of her accomplishments. We are so thankful that God blessed us with more time with her. We are humbly thankful that you are all a part of this. We could not have made it without you.

Jer 30:17 says that God will restore health unto her and heal her of thy wounds. Do you beileve it today? Do you confess that God is real and working in all of our lives. If you do, say a praise unto him and thank him. For the best part about this is that God IS working on Jaque, but he is so awesome, that he is working for you too!!!

love you all, and will update soon with photo's.

When you are down and out, he will help you on your feet.

What a wonderful trip we had. It was so great seeing everyone. Grandma Kay and Grandma Donna fed us well. Papa Carl, too! It was nice seeing our Aunt's and Uncle's and cousin's. Jaque had such a great time shopping with Deanna. It was one of those trips. Do you know what I am talking about? Usually trips come and go. You are so rushed. But every once and awhile, God sends one your way that makes you feel blessed.

In those trips, the hugs are better and you really feel like you are exactly where God wants you to be. Conversations mean more, and while you are catching up with family and friends time just sees to miss a beat or two. Getting to see Chrystal, Andrew, McKenzie, Roxi, Deanna, and Arian was so great. And Lindsey and Cody came over too!

Jaque, Eddie, and Payton arrived at OKC shortly before Chris and I did. They went and ate and did a little bit of shopping. This is an important fact. Remember it. When we got there, we met up with them at Bass Pro. We all had a fairly quite night, and then made plans to get up and go shopping the next morning before heading to the big BFDC - Elk City area.

Chris and I went down to get breakfast for us all. As we were eating, out strolled a group of softball players, about Jaque's age. Their coaches were right beside us, plotting the strategy for the day. I have to admit, it was quite emotional for Chris and I both. Especially when a mom came up and asked me if we played today.

As I sit there, I thought - my how hard would this have been if my little girl Jaque would not have made it through the past year and 1/2. I thought how hard life would be without her blessing it everyday.

Long story short, We went back up to the room with breakfast and got on our way. I commented to Jaque when we were alone how it was hard to see them , and hard on her dad. She said that they too saw them last night with their gear and long socks on. She said she told Payton that they just did not know who they were looking at. That she was a stud. Funny how our perspectives are. She is so right. She is one and a million.

We are enrolling her in classes this week, and it seems the devil is chasing us. The Vocational Rehab person is dragging foot at every chance. That is the devil. Pure and simple. Does the devil know that I rebuke him in the name of my Lord? I am sure that Grandma BJ is beside me in doing this.

Someone close to me confided that they were really having a tough time right now. It seems like all is going against them. I told that I thought maybe that they were going through this so that their life could be used as witness to someone that did not have their strength. God has something special in mind for each of us. If we realize each day that what we say affects those around us, and that we could be saying the words that gives someone the confidence they need or the empowerment to stand up straight and move forward ---- we would realize how powerful our God is. If you love someone, build their walls up, and do not spend time on imperfections that might make them seem flawed. Sometimes they are just waiting seeking someone that will throw them a life line. So next time you want to play judge, play witness instead. Yes, i am saying this to myself as well.

See - my Jaque has taught me that she is perfection. As imperfect as all we humans are, she is perfect in that when the devil set her on her butt ---- she found a way to get back on her feet. Slow, sure, and steady wins the race. And you see more along the trip as well.

Today, will you be the one that sits and watches, or will you be the one to jump to your feet - however possible - and help? May God bless you today. May he send you a ray of hope when it seems dark.

I will keep you all posted as college creeps closer every day. She rode her FES bike yesterday and is off to Chances and PT with braces today. She is wearing her new white AERO sweats. We laughed last night thinking if she wore crazy underwear someone would see the print now. Ain't God Great. I know I got a laugh out of you all on that. Busy, busy, busy. That's just Jaque - and college coming fast -- wow! She is awesome.

Thought you'd be shorter!

What an amazing journey we have been on. Normally, one would say this in reference to something that they, by choice, involved themselves in. But what about our lives is normal?

The journey with Jaque since she has been little has been one of no limits, pure determination, and very strong will. I do not know of anything in her life that she wanted to do, and didn't eventually get it done. As a younger child just starting softball, she was told that she would never make a pitcher. That she needed to settle for where the coach put her. Actually, she was told that they would let her pitch on the "easy" games that we knew we would win anyway. Well...that lasted one game. She started in a game that was a no brainer. You know, where the girls do not know how to stand, never held a bat, and their coaches actually fixd their hair and make-up before the game. OK - so the visual is set. After pitching about four innings, with only walks or k's.......the caoch (Mr. Crabtree her principle) walked up to me and said, "I think I might have misjudged this." "Jaque is gonna talk the hard games, and the other girl can have the easiest."

Well, it really proved not to be because the batters were no good, but that Jaque seemed to have this ZONE that she went into, and when she was in it....teams feared her. Amazing thing about it was.......umpires throughout the county, and from Dallas, to Houston, to Colorado, to Utah just love her. She never really stepped off the mound after that day. See, she had met her destiny. She had found a place that she could release, and that she earned respect.

Yesterday, with a little bit of uncertainty in her eyes, I could not help but feeling that I had been here before. Where she was just standing in a spot where her destiny would again be fullfilled. As I watched her work with the doc's getting the braces on, she made them laugh and in ten minutes, they were joking like they had known her forever. Forget that they usually get off at 5pm, it was now 6:30pm and they were talking to her about motorcycles. Then she stood, with the help of parallel bars, she stood with God and medical science teaming up....for the first real time since her wreck. One of the doc's walked us out. Tried to get her to burn the tires when we pulled off, yep, he knew her well in just a short time.

When we got home, we ran in and put on one of her favorite pair of jeans. Yep - you guessed it, had to show that booty off. Hadn't got to do that in a while, so had to look good. And, in true Jaque fashion, she has lost weight, but still got the cutiest BKE butt around. So-------with Chris and Payton in the living room talking about something to get in trouble with, I am sure, we snuck around to the front porch. We pulled to the corner, and locked her braces out. Then I went into the living room and told then to come outside. Payton looked a little nervous, Chris about jumped through me to get to the porch. As they turned the corner to go out the door, I hit the light, and their she stood. Our beautiful little girl. 5'8"+ and looking just as healthy as you and I....their she was. I think both of those boys were fighting back tears. She was grinning from ear to ear. She told Payton he better learn to dance.

We talked for a while, and then went back inside.

I just want to confess to you all that I feel privledged that God allowed me to share that moment with her. That Chris, Payton, and I were there to see her smile. And for all of you reading, it won't be long and you will see it to.

See, about a year ago, the doctor said that he did not think that they would be for Jaque. But she got her self ready for them, and would not settle for the box they tried to put her in. Nothing about her is text book. She makes her own boundaries,and history tells me they are far more reaching than we can imagine.

As we were driving home, she told me to look at the sky, sun was setting and you could see the layers of the clouds. At that moment God spoke to me. He said she is just now on the first few layers. And as she works, she is working toward the light. She is working toward him. Some of the layers were thicker than others, but the sun's rays peeked through. God was saying, I am here. No matter how thick or difficult it has been, or might be.......I am here. And the glory Jaque and our family has rec'd to this point is nothing in comparison to what God has in store for us.

She is my light. She is fortunate to have the best daddy in the world. Close second to him is Papa Danny, Papa Larry, and Papa Phil. We are all works in progress, Jaque's light shines far and wide. I hope that she is touching you in some kind of way. I told her that this is a new beginning. Doesn't mean she will walk tomorrow, but she is standing on her own two feet, and that is a great accomplishment for her. I am so proud.

If you are finding that something in your life is clouding your vision, please remember that if you are only seeing the clouds you are not looking hard enough. Because there is always blue sky out there, you just must trust beyond what your eyes can see, you must have unwavering faith, and stand firm that God has a purpose for you.

Prasie him for the blessings in our lives, and mostly for our wonderful family.

Pray for Patience

What a roller coaster week.

In dealing with the fact that last week one of Jaque's friends backed into her chair (SHE WAS NOT IN IT), it has been emotional for me to say the least.

As you all know, I take my job seriously, and expect those in similar settings to do the same. I was very upset last night in dealing with the insurance co of the boy -- and about to blow a gasket.

Then Jaque got home and had a rough night. One of few since we have been home. Softball is something she misses dearly. It was her life. It was her release, and it was her world. I guess this, and other things had piled on her. She was upset.

I reminded her of the day that she almost died, for the second time - what had happened. Chris was in her room with her....and he and the doctors came and found me. They said that if she did not improve, she would be on life support. We got on our cell's and called everyone to the hospital. Grandma's and Papa's, Uncles and Aunts, Cousins, friends - everyone came. As they came - they called our extended families, churches, friends, and I am sure even foes. They all started praying.

We went in with Jaque, TWO by TWO and laid our hands on her and prayed. Everyone got mad at Prissy cause she prayed so long (God love her). Each group patiently waited for their turn, and lined up again as soon as they came out. It was before visiting hours actually started, but the guards and the nursing crew knew that Jaque loved breaking the rules. They knew her life depended on it.

Our church family, as I am sure others, skipped the service and started with prayer for her. I could see the Oxygen monitor go up number by number, and could just feel the prayer around her. My point is that I told her she did not have to handle this alone.

She must keep leaning on the ones that love her. If nothing else, call and say Grandma - I don't want to get into details, but pray for me and I love you. I told her that we are all here for her. And that some point in all our lives, we just need someone to listen.

I read a scripture that she has had taped on the bathroom mirror since long before her accident. It was explaining that when you do what you can, God will do the rest.

She may be in that chair for the rest of her earthly life, but she must believe that God is not done with her. I believe it with all my heart. When God speaks to me, he says "Keep her ready, and keep her growing closer to me."

Then I told her that if we could go mudding right now, would she feel better. She just smile and told me that she was going to tell Payton that she had her couseling session for the day. I think she meant it as a compliment.

See guys, the devil is trying to get to her. She will get her leg braces on Friday. She will get a little more of the "Glory that God has in store for her." When something good is happening in your life, and the devil smells your victory approaching....he tries to step into the batters box and hit a homer.

But what he forgets is the amount of people that this little ol' #8 pitcher has in her stands. He forgets that she is the strike out queen with the ERA of .47. He is underestimating that her curve ball is just practically UN HIT ABLE!!!! And as soon as he is ready for the 65 mph fastball, she is going to change it up and strike him out. What that devil should be afraid of is when she gets ready to step in the batters box.

She really amazes me daily with her beauty and her attitude. I think that college approaching quickly, the messed up chair... it just weighs heavy on her heart. I told her that not even taking into account her chair, life would be very stressful right now. I told her how proud I was of her for how wonderful she has turned out.

I thanked her for not being as much trouble as her daddy was at this age. She laughed and then we agreed they are just alike.

Please keep her in your prayers as school quickly approaches. Also, please confess to God today that "He will restore health unto Jaque and heal her of thy wounds." Jer 30:17. Prissy receive this scripture from the Lord himself. It has been with us throughout and remains as strong.

Thank you all for keeping up with Jaque. Hope that Life is treating you well. And remember, as I often have to remind myself, we must give our worries to God. We must leave them in his control, and his WILL will be done.

Love you all, Carol.

Do you have to know your lost to be found?

Think about it. In dealing with the idea of not seeing someone for a while, in not talking with them....we think that they are lost. They are lost to us, to the family and friends that they know, lost to those that love them.

They are out searching for something, but do not know what they are searching for. I had to deal with this recently with someone close to me, someone that I love dearly. But I had to think, did this person know that she was lost? Or did she get so wrapped up in what she was searching for, that she just did not know how far she had gone?

Nevertheless, you all know me. I stand firm on the fact that PRAYER is the only thing that can reach people. And it reaches the lost at a faster speed than any other.

I was (with many others) looking for someone and I saw a shooting star. As all of you that know Jaque have heard, shooting stars are special. As they seem to follow her when she is troubled, trying to guide her to the way out. I guess you could say that they have found her when she was lost. They found me, Courtney, Chris, and Toby as we were lost on the way to Little Rock the night that Jaque had her wreck.

When I saw mine, I spoke with God. I told him that each time I had seen one, I had prayed for Jaque. But this night was different. I told the Lord that I knew Jaque was doing well, and that someone else needed this shooting star to find them. They needed a way out.

Well, I know that through the hard work of my parents, my sisters, and countless others..........God Answers Prayer. Our family member was found. Isn't God great. Did she realize how lost she was? Not sure, but we all know how FOUND she is!!

The night that Jaque's accident occured, a lady from Haworth OK was on Deal or No Deal and won a penny. Yep, $.01! I have not ever watched that show since, but remember thinking, wow - she just put Haworth on the map. Then I thought, no - Jaque will put Haworth on the map.

The course I did not know, the direction of the compass is still a mystery, but Jaq has put Haworth on the map. It is a map that our families followed to find each other time and time again since her wreck. She helped us find one another.

Thanks Jaque. And by the way, in case you all did not know this, we have the three best set of parents that anyone could ask for. Grandma Kay and Papa Larry, Grandma Donna and Papa Danny, and Papa Phillip and Mama Melinda..........God Bless YOU.

Tell me, do you have to know your lost for God to find you? Help someone see the power of Prayer and the power of our God. Let them see it through you.

A shout out to TXK

What a wonderful fundraiser! $2800+ raised from the Tourney. Special thanks to Coach Andy for all his hard work. This money is greatly appreciated by our family and will be used to push that girl into getting a good workout in theraphy!!! She also is getting ready for a new chair - so this will help ensure that we can get the latest and greatest so that it can be the lightest. Kind of like batting with a Wal-mart bat vs a rockettech -- 14 home runs later - what would you choose?

It was great seeing the girls. I think that Jaque was greatful for the love and support that she received. The jersey from TC was a nice touch. She got to watch Katie, Ashley, Britt, and Ariel work their tails off. And I think that they might have gave Coach John a few more gray hairs. lol All her former Coaches were there: John, Andy, Wayne from Vipers; Roddy from Firestorm; Troy from Dallas Mustangs; Mark from McC Storm. What a testimony to the impact that she made on them and them on her. Her umpire Gene said it best. He said that he had never met a girl with more natural talent and strong legs in all his life. I reminded him that God has a reason for that.

Someone said that they were so impressed with Jaque's overall outlook and how well she looks. I told them that it was people like the parents and kids at the games that have been praying for her -- that has pulled her through.

I told them that has been hard on her not having any real girlfriends to hang with. But her friend Emily asked her to spend the night and they had a great time. I am not sure the relationship there, but she said that Emily's dad was even gonna build her a ramp. WOW. It is the little things that mean the most.

Those softball girls are a great group of kids that you just do not find every day. I guess it is because they have been in the trenches together. They learn eachothers strengths and weaknesses. They learn to play together to get a job done.

Teammates. Well, that is what she will find in a freind. What is that they say, a true friend will not bail you out of jail, but is sitting next to you in the cell. That would be Jaque to anyone she has ever met.

I am thing of trying to get Jaque an app for American's Next Top Model. What do you guys think? You think camo and fat babies - or the worn out jeans and the 22 pistol?

As college quickly approaches, her life will begin to get busy again. She is enjoying summer. Hangin out at the lake, river, and fishing a lot. She even went off the rope swing at the river. She had her friend carry her up, and she swung off the end into the water. A guy watching her get carried up asked if she thought she was a princess. Tater said - she is our princess. Good Job Tater.

May you all face a fear today in the name of Jaque. Grad it by the horns and just "BOW UP." Love you all, and praise God for his mighty hand in Jaques healing. Jer 30:17!

What an Independence Day!

God speaks to me. He speaks softly at times, and very loudly at times. Most of the time he will get my attention.

Courntey was talking about visiting our church this weekend. She said that Pastor Jason talked about three little pigs. What is your house built on? Chris and I have been working hard getting ours built on a rock. The past few weeks we have been dealing with our typically 18 year old daughter. We are so fortunate that she is a good kid. I am very strict and he is understanding.

I told him one night that I am Glad that God has us together. I told him that we must be united to be able to get her through this time. And that if he and I were fighting, it would not work. Fortunately, we do not fight about Jaque. We have learned that she is much more like him than me. So, I take the day to day, and he handles the big items better than me. I asked him if he had prayed about the situation with Jaque and this boy that she really likes. He said something (not sure want to put that in here lol!) I said that sometimes the only truly honest thing that you can do is pray about it. And I reminded him that pray does work. That it may be in the car, while you are in the shower, while you are waiting in line at Wal-mart.....doesn't matter where you do it, just matters that you DO IT.

This weekend was wonderful. We experienced her and her boyfriend spend all day at the lake with our family. A little insight is that this is out of the norm. Usually he wanted to do what he wants to do when he wants to do it. It has been a hard road for him with our family, much to his own making. Yes, we have very high expectations for Jaque and that was even before her accident. She is so loved. And now.....well the stakes are even higher. So Chris and I have been trying hard to make sure that she can make her own decisions, but in doing this, that she is not doing harm to herself. He saw how wonderful all our family is - including Uncle Aaron and Uncle Lane.

She, of course, on most issues, is typical on her first reaction. But we have found that if we leave her alone for a bit, she is a very rational 18 year old kid. I worry with her "gut" reactions, but know that she has a very level head on her shoulders.

Pray for us all -- that we will understand God's guidance in helping Jaque choose a school. Pray that God's healing continue to work through her. Pray that her boyfriend feels the heavy weight of our God on his heart. Pray that he is the man she thinks he is. Pray that through her he will come to know God and the miracles that he shows through Jaque.

I tell her often that God saved her for something great. She, with all of our support, will fulfill his works.

Saturday the Texarkana Fastpitch Association will host a benefit tournament for Jaque. It was one age group last year, and is set to be three this year. See, God is great. We will be there to throw out the first pitch. Hopefully God will send his softball warriors to her. She misses that great support system that she has had through the first 16 years of her life. Please say a prayer for the success of the tourney and that everyone plays safe!

I am working on my house on stone, what is your house built on?

Love and miss you all.

Pray like its up to Him....

Ok, so by now you have all heard this new song. It states "Work like its up to me, and pray like its up to him." What a powerful message.

This weekend we were privledged enough to go to our Allen family reunion. This is to honor Jaque's great great grandma on my mom's side. Grannie Lee. Although Jaque never got the chance to meet her, her love and genuine selflessness was evident in the stories that we all gathered around to share. We had 40+ just on our side there. What a testimony to the life that she created in our grandmother Christine and her children, Ladonna Lola Linda and Rodney.

Our lives touch so many in ways that we do not even realize. When we arrived at Ardmore, tears filled Uncle Dee's eyes. I had forgotten how far Jaque has come. I had forgotten that so many lay and wait to see. He had been waiting and praying. I am sure there were so many others that had and are still, but Uncle Dee...Strong as he was stood weeping at the sight of her.

As he held me and hugged me, I said, Uncle Dee it will be alright. God knows what he is doing, and in his time, she will be ok. I kind of got tickled as some of the family sit and watched the way she manuvered. She just strolled along, popping wheelies! Giving them all a heart attack. As she stood tall in the pool, Lindsey, Kyle, Deanna, and Ashley just glowed with pride. And there she was, smiling wanting papa and grandma to see. She is tall -- yep, still taller than Deanna, but not by much.

I must say that our crazy family is really the greatest. We very rarely see eachother, but could not shut up when together. I miss not making ball games or school plays, but a real family knows that our love is unconditional. Our love for one another looks past differences (even as hard as they are sometimes) and knows that we are all linked for a reason.

It was wonderful seeing Grannie Chris's headstone. I thought for a moment how beautiful that she must look...above us, keeping watch. I thought how she too must weep for Jaque. Jaque got that "TOUGH OLD BIRD" from her for sure.

Then I bet she got tickled seeing Jaque driving her little rascal all over the cemetary. Cody walked Eddie, so he too was a part of it all.

So, my original statement. Work like its up to me.........Work at life, love, friendship, and family because it is all up to us. No one owes us anything. The Lord gave us the ability to Seize the moment, so DO IT.

Pray like its up to Him. It really is. And I can promise that if you pray, you will not only sleep better at night, but you will have unwaviering hope in knowing that the Lord has a plan for your life.

God has something great in store for Jaque. Just grab ahold and enjoy the ride with her. All too soon she will be going at full steam, and we will feel the wind in our hair. God Bless you today, and if you are thinking about giving up on a problem, pray to God that he show you the way. Have the courage to listen.

Love you all!

The First Day of the Rest of My Life

Wow, what a weekend. Since we had everyone in, we had a surprise birthday party for Chris. He was red in the face, not realizing what all that sneaking around was for. Ashton was so cute helping him blow out the birthday candles. We had such a wonderful turn out of family and friends for the party on Saturday. God and Mother Nature teamed up for beautiful weather for the entire weekend. Chris and Toby started cooking at around 10:30 am and had hot/fresh fish and crawfish until late in the afternoon. Carl and Phillip manned the fire. Grandma Donna kept drinks and ice full and fresh, Aunt Belinda made her strawberry cake, Grandma Kay made delicious tarter sauce, Emmy made the pasta salad, Lori made her wonderful hushpuppies, and Doni and Deanna helped all of us decorate the house. Melinda. Aaron, and Kari did whatever we grabbed them for, and Papa Larry, Papa Danny, Uncle Gary, Aunt Terri, ,and Grandma Della kept the company entertained.

Aiden and Jordie asked if they could be cousins too, since they were both Jaque's cousins. It was so funny watching the kids play with the crawfish. I think that from now on we need to buy them a pound just to play with. The boys chased the girls with cooked ones, then the girls grabbed the live ones and scared the boys!!

Graduation day came, and it was packed. I think that Jaque had 37+ there and we just about got in trouble having so many. But I think that Mr Crabtree was too afraid to say anything to her Gramdma's and I don't say as I blame him.

When Jaque entered the auditorium, she looked almost angelic. There she sat with her hair straigtened, gimmering like the sun had just kissed it. She proudly sit tall with her white hat and flowing gown. She had a smile on her face as if God himself was her co-pilot leading her down the isle. She was surprised by the applause from the audience as she made her way down swiftly. The entire audience. Graduation went very well. They did a wonderful job of taking Jaque's suggestions and making them work. She was just another student on the risers. And that was the point all along.

It was over all too soon. I did not shed a tear, but that could not be said for our group. I looked around at all the mothers, and they were red eyed and weeping. I thought why was I not. Then I thought back to softball. When we would lose a big game, or tournament, other girls would cry. Jaque would not. She said that she would be sad it was over, but took pride in knowing that she did all that she could and gave it her all.

I feel the same. I know that Chris and I could have done some things different, but we really did the best we could, gave it our all, and were pround in knowing that she was rolling on that stage. SHE DID IT. She did what most did not expect her to, but all knew that she would, she overcame and conquered. Anyone sitting in the auditorium could have looked at her and not ever known that she was in an accident. She looked healthier than she has since Jan 3, 2008. She had that same ol Jaque smile.

Now, I guess the real work begins, trying to figure out the rest of her life. I know that God has big dreams in store for her, big plans, and with all of you continuing to support and love her like you have, continuing to PRAY for her, she will see those dreams in God's own timing.

Special Thanks to Grandma Donna, Papa Danny, Papa Phillip, Mamaw Melinda, Papa Larry, Grandma Kay, Papa Carl, and Grandma Della. You are wonderful Grand and GREAT Grand parents. Without you all, nothing in our lives would be possible.

I will try and get pics of Graduation day posted, If we missed sending you a senior pic, we probably do not have your address. Please send it to us and we will get some to you.

carol.hall3@weyerhaeuser.com or jaqueshomeplate8@yahoo.com

Love and God Bless You.

Here comes the Graduate!

Well, it is almost here. I can't believe that she is just about out of high school. It was just a moment ago when she was starting kindergarten, and poof....she has arrived.

In looking back at old year books, she has discovered that some of her friends now were actually in her K, 1st and 2nd grade classes. I told her that this is a hard life lesson to learn. Kind of like now, being surrounded by classmates, but none that are super close. When she starts her life journey, she will find friends in people that were never in that "high school" crowd. Life will give her better friends than school ever did. Very few of us have kept in touch with those from our high school days. Those that have, I commend you.

For those of us that did not, our true friends were discovered by lifes challenges and hurdles. Suzanne came to me at t-ball practice. Courtney came to me at work. Lori was there all along, but really came to be my friend during Jaque's accident and recovery. Cissy came from Chris's friend Shawn. Our family comes to us as we age, and we grow older together. God bless our wonderful family.

I say all this to Jaque to make her realize that most of my friends I found in my 20's. Long after high school ended and life began.

In her journey to discover what she wants to do with the rest of her blessed life, she too will have many friends. She will find those that are there when your screwing up, and those that are there when you are facing the music. True friends lay that cigarette down when you cannot be around smoke, true friends can go a night without drinking to make sure you make it home safe, and true friends (as a wise email once said) aren't there to bail you out, the are in Jail with you.

Days come when she thinks about all she cannot do (for the moment). But then God touches her or CJ sends her a shooting star to make her realize that she can do so much more now, because she has clarity in ways that most young people do not.

I know that this is the point in life that Chris and I start holding on a little less harder, and watching more. I assure her that God will send her true friends that will pick up the slack on the day to day issues. She is getting more independent every day. And true friends do not mind helping. If she would stop and think, they may help her get in her car, or help her get out at Wal-mart, but she is helping them mentally.

Jaque's personality makes you want to be a better person around her. She makes you light up with one smile, and she gives new meaning to each day. She would not only give you the shoes in her closet, the shirt on her back, but she would literally spend her last dollar on you if you were hungry. No one that has ever hurt her could not turn right back around and be her friend with a simple "I am sorry." Her friends see her strength, but sometimes do not realize that she still needs them. She said, "mom, sometimes I know you are right, but somethings I have to find out on my own, see with my own eyes." Yes, dear, sometimes I am right. But in you doing things your own special way....sometimes I am wrong. Had you not leaped on your faith, you would have not accomplished all that you have in life, and that is many things. I hate that Jaque does not always play it safe....But my favorite quality in her is that she does not always play it safe.

God blessed me with her. Once her clay starts taking shape, she will do more than I ever dreamed that first day of kindergarten.

Martina McBride sings one of my favorite songs. She says "And if you get the choice to sit it out or dance, I hope you d a n c e......I hope you dance."

With God, Faith, Family, Friends, and medical science -- One day we will look back on this period of Jaque's life, and be amazed at how she handled herself. And as I will walk beside her, we will feel the sand between our toes, and then we will hear music. And guess what.....we will dance!

Love you all and see you May 16 at fish fry and May 17 at graduation! If you need directions, call me at 580-245-1025.

Can you hear ME call your Name?

Well, prom wasn't that great, but Jaque, Haley, and Jaz looked absolutely wonderful.
I am always amazed when I realize that something so beautiful was given to me.

Life is sure tough as a teenager. I guess a lot of us are too old to understand this. We get so many other things goin, we forget how it was when life had less distractions and more doors.

I know that Jaque and all her friends are having a tough time right now deciding which direction to go, and I began to pray about it. God does not always tell us that we will like what happens when we pray. But he does tell us to have faith that his will can and will be done. I wonder how many times a day God calls my name, trying to get my attention, and i cannot hear him. Or I choose to put him off? Is his voice louder when we are calling, or when we are not paying attention at all? Either way, I love it when I hear him. I know that he is speaking to Jaque. i know that she hears him, and she will recognize his voice. She is such an exceptional person, she will know that God has big plans for her and anyone attached to her life. She, like all of us, must put our trust in him and all things will work out, yes, they will.

Jaque and Haley pulled up to get gas the other day. Haley pumped the gas, swiped the card and they left. Funny thing when the cops surrounded them just a few blocks later. See....an ahh moment on all our faces....you got to swipe before you pump. So after the ordeal was over and they paid for gas, they did not end up in jail.

In life you can be doing everything right, trying as hard as you can, and still end up on the wrong end. But through prayer, we can control how we handle the "smart mouthed" cop on the other end. And keep something not so good from getting really really bad.

It is my firm belief that I just need to wear a t-shirt that says "Devil, stay away from me today." I say it often enough, might as well wear it. Think it would work? he is a smart one, that ol'devil. But guess what, we got a manual! With it, all things are possible.

And God Bless you all today. Hope to see you at the Graduation Party. Jaque has many hills to climb. We are all here to help her, to help each other. The best birthday present I have ever had was the day that God gave me Jaque. She is the best thing that ever happened to Chris and me. He chose us for your family, and your friends. You all bless us and seem to call us at just the right moment.

**Darlene - I pray for you and your family often. Thank you for the kind words. I hope that God will continue to use me for others. He has put you in my life for the same reason. May we pray for Zac and Jaque. God has blessed them. Talk to you all soon.

In like a Lion!

Its been so long.....hope you all have been busy since our last conversation.

We have. Jaque was sick for a couple of weeks. She is much better now. We have been down to the Hall cabin on Lake Erling to catch some fish and ride in the john boat. And we have been up to Grandma Donna's to see the Easter Bunny with Deanna and Haley - and Grandma Kay's to kill a Rio turkey. Of course all those stops had great food, great friends, and most importantly great Family. We are so blessed with our Family.

I wanted to update you all on what's going on in Jaque's blessed life.

She is getting ready for Prom this week. She and Haley are planning a big day of hair, nails, and most importantly a JEEP RIDE.

Yep, you read me. That little girl of mine is anxiously awaiting prom, and praying for good weather so that she can drive the JEEP to prom. Can anything conquer her?

Prom - April 17
Baccularette - May 13
GRADUATION PARTY AT OUR HOUSE - May 16
Graduation - May 17 at 2:30 p.m.

You should all start receiving your announcements this week. We are planning a big fish fry on Sat, May 16. Hopefully we will have so many friends and family there that we will have to park in the field by my house. We cannot wait! Chris has already been planning with the "cooks" of the family. If he has not called you, just wait, he will!

Jaque's spirit is doing really well. The weather is turning from cool to warm, and she is ready for the lake. She is such a wonderfully typical teenager. But God blessed her with so much more. She is struggling with what choices God wants her to make. To know what is the right one and what is the wrong one. A wise woman says that God gives you your heart and your mind to help make decisions. He gives you a choice. She is right. He gives us free will. He forgives us, we can forgive those that hurt us. God also wants to see us grow. My silly philosophy is that he gives us life, long or short. We must make each day count. You never know what one smile will do. You never know what one hug can do. As long as we do the best we can each day when we get up he will always be proud.

How do we know that the choice is right? Well, if God is in the choice, it will always be right. If that choice involves pray and petition, he will always play a hand in it.

Shall we all stand together and rejoice this precious time?Yes, our Jaque is graduating at Haworth High. She is a gift from God.

While we were in Dill City Jaque talked a lot about Uncle CJ. She said that while she was sleeping she was laying with CJ and God. Well CJ sends her shooting stars often. (she said mostly when she is about to get in trouble!lol) But I know he is reminding her that there are no limits. And he is telling her to shoot for them. The last conversation I had with him was right after their fishing trip. He said that he wanted to make sure I knew how proud he was of her. He hugged me (smelled like a fish) and said that me and Chris did good job. He said that she was so fearless and beautiful and that he was just in awe of what she has done with her life. We laughed about some of their memories together. Then he said he wants her to always know just how much he loves her. He said he would always be there if she needed him, and he was right. Thanks Uncle CJ. We love you. And you were right, when we could not reach her, you took over and brought one of your friends with you. Reminds me of the What a friend we have in Jesus song. We love you dearly CJ and yes, we are so proud of Jaque too!

I will get pics of our Prom dress posted ASAP! love ya'll and keep praying.

Lean on me when your not strong

Oh man! Can I hear you all singing it now.

This song comes to mind after the week we have had. Jaque started feeling a little under the weather on Friday. We went to the cabin at Lake Erling in LA. A perfect place to relax. WRONG. Uncle Aaron and his friends made sure tha Jaque had a great time at his and Kari's house warming party. It was great to meet them all. They really made Jaque feel right at home. We had a really great time playing ball with Aiden and Mason.

Sunday came all to soon, and Jaque was again worn out. She slept most of the day. And she has been down for the count pretty much ever since. Tonight is Wed, and she is just now getting color back in her face. Made me think. Who can we really count on when we are "down and out?"

Most of the time our lives are so busy juggling, with work and kids, it is hard to slow down with out dropping all the balls. Looking around, I know that I have all the help that I need. I know that if asked, I am so blessed with having many of you that would come. Thank God for you all.

Last night about three o'clock in the morning, I thought -- Grandma BJ. Yes, I am not quite sure why she sprang to memory. Her words "Cast out this devil in the name of the Lord." Sounds like something that a Holy Roller would say, right? Well, guess that is me, because as I watched Jaque fight off this tummy ache and body aches.....those words came through me to her. I told that ol devil to move on to someone else, because we were to strong for him. That she would not be defeated by him. I did not hang from the rafters or yell from the mountain top, but would have if I thought that it was need. But in that hour, I whispered. And the Lord heard.

See, what we mear mortals do not understand is that each day is a gift. In that gift we have a choice to live life or sit and watch. Well, Jaque (and Chris and I) have never been ones to warm the bench well. We have to be close to the action. We have to be in the game, actually at point guard running the plays. And even better, as the pitcher with the world at our mercy. Every once in a while, Jaque would get someone up to bat. She would not just strike them out. Once I said, you know you could have struck her out, why did you let her hit? She said mom, it is not just me on my team. They (the others on the field) have to feel important too, otherwise it will not be near as fun. If we can't do it as a team, we don't need it.

To share something very personal, Jaque had a dream last night. In it her friends had a car accident. She said that she asked God to let her get up and help them, and she did. She said she had to swim in and get them out. She said once she saved them, she fell to the ground. She said everyone wanted to know how they were saved and her friend said it was "Jaque." She said she could not feel anything, but God told her that just because she could not feel it, doesn't mean that they don't work. I said "oh, our own little spider man. her super power is walking when needed." We laughed. I said bet you had a cute little outfit on. She laughed and said NO I had on jeans and did not know how I was going to swim in them, it has been so long since I did.

Just for our information, I actually slept most of the night at the foot of Jaque's bed laid at her feet. Why? Because her legs would not quit moving long enough for her to rest.

Enough said? So wip the goose bumps off your arm, and pray for someone today. God is working and he says "lean on me when your not strong, I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on." God is working, we may be asleep while he works, but he is there.

Sweet dreams tonight. And remember our superhero wears jeans. Love you all.

Thank you all for reading and Praying

Sorry guys. I made a mistake on Deanna's test. It was ELK City and not Okie City. I am sorry that I had the town wrong, but appreciate your prayers. You know how scatter brained I am, and i think my hearing is slipping a bit.

I would like to share a quick story with you. I have had an issue weighing heavy on my heart and mind. I have been praying about it. You know one of those things that are between you and the big man. We all have them. Those that you do not want to worry family or friends, those that are really small, but important none the less. Well, the other night I had asked God that he show me the way on this. Then I fell asleep. In my dream a man from my church appeared. I respect him very much. He told me that he did not really need to know the details of what I was going through. He said God knew. Just as plain as day he said, "Carol, it is not the issue that God is worried about. It is the actions that caused it. Carol, God will forgive the action, but you must change the behavior that caused it." Wow. That is powerful. He said that God forgives us and washes away the sin no matter how big or small. But we must do our best to change our actions that led us to it.

This is so true for little things, or big ones. It is so true even when we question God's reasons or our own understandings. He will be there for us, he is always there. While Jaque was in the shower last night, I shared this with her. It, to me, was a powerful message that all people need to understand. I wanted to say YOUNG people, but the more I think about it, it is for us all.

Whether we are feeling bitter over the things that are tough in our lives, or if we are just struggling in this wonderful ecomony, God is there for us. We must live each day trying to be the best we can, and that is all he really asks of us.

I pray for Jaque. I pray that each day she feels the love of at least one of you. I pray that a day does not go by that someone is not praying for her.

We are all going through a battle. Question is are we going to lay down as the army closes in on us, or are we going to gather our friends around and fight any way that we know how? Guess that is why they call them PRAYER WARRIORS. Be one with me.

Can you imagine the past year without God in our lives? I cannot.

Jaque's theraphy is going well. She loves going to Chance's and working out. Eddie and Sassy fight over who gets to sleep with her at night. Today at school they took Softball and Basketball pictures. She had to wear her jersey. Good ol' #8 and #30. I almost cried when I saw her with her softball one on. She looked gorgeous. She was radiant. God saved her that she could be here. God has a plan for her. And she says if he will hurry, she might could flunk out and play her senior year with Courtney and Celeste. She said she might look kind of funny running, but that would be ok. I bet none would be laughing, just lots of crying.

May God restore health unto Jaque and heal her of her wounds. All things are possible. And last but not least, in true Jaque Hall fashion, BOW UP! geez.

love you all. Carol

Together We Can

**Please pray for Deanna. She will go to OKC tomorrow for a medical test. Pray that the doctor's are guided by God. Pray for her strength and that God will give her peace in her heart to not worry.**

Have you ever been alone? I mean absolutely alone? I am thinking that physically, we all have been there. The struggles we face when we are alone seem so massive at times. Those situations that we find ourselves in seem so massive. They consume us.

Now that you are all thinking of a specific moment in your life........Now think about who was there. Think about how you made it through, and who was really there when the chips were down. I know that God is always there, here, everywhere...but it is amazing to me who his messengers are.

God has blessed us so much. It seems if something is seemingly going wrong, I will get a simple text from someone that they most likely sent to more than just me. But it doesn't matter who they sent it to, I know that it was meant for me.

Jaque is doing well. She is really growing up. We had a great tour of Texarkana College. It was nice to see familiar VIPER chicks there. Jaque got her ACT score back. It is not quite where it needs to be, but she did the best yet on the reading. For all the fighting that her and Mrs. Smith do (her English teacher, and friend)she had to call her first and tell her.

It is hard knowing what we thought we would be doing right now. It is hard for her also. But it is really a small detail when you think about what we have been through. Jaque has been so great. I hope that she knows just how proud of her that I am. I know that in her heart and soul she knows that the plan that God has for her will make the first 16 years look "kind of slow."

Keep up the prayers, we really need them. And remember, all in our family, you are never alone. We are hear for each other. May God give your peace in your life and prayer in your heart.

Jaque Hall returns to the court for Haworth!

As appeared in the Mccurtain Sunday Gazette
By Brad Reesing
HAWORTH – The last points scored in basketball games generally receive most of the attention.
But it was the first bucket sank in Friday’s tilt between Haworth and Battiest that will be remembered.
Jaque Hall, who suffered a spinal cord injury in January 2008, made her first appearance on the court Friday. Hall, who uses a wheelchair, was announced as a starter.
She was pushed down the court by fellow senior Ashley Wilson and scored the first bucket of the game, after missing a couple of shots.
Haworth coach Amanda Reynolds and Battiest coach David McDonald discussed the plan for senior night before the game.
McDonald said it was an honor to take part. When Hall made the bucket, the crowd erupted. Actually, the crowd clapped every time she took a shot.
“It was a pretty neat moment,” said McDonald.
“It was loud,” said Reynolds.
Haworth scored two buckets and Battiest had one before a timeout was called and Hall left the game.
Hall had asked her coach earlier in the day if it would be OK for her to get on the court one more time. Reynolds ran it through the proper channels and received the nod.
Hall, a determined competitor, immediately went to the court and worked on her shot with teammate Courtney Maye before anyone showed up at the gym.
“I had to make sure I could make it up to the goal,” she said. “I was not going to not make it.”
She was nervous when 6:30 p.m. finally rolled around.
“I was scared,” she said. “I could not believe that the coach let me go out there. And then I was mad that I didn’t make it the first time.”
“The girls told me to keep on trying, I wanted to quit,” said Hall. “They wouldn’t let me give up,”
Hall has not been a stranger to Haworth’s games.
“I have only missed one all year,” she said.
She stays on the bench. Hall wore a jersey for the first home game.
“But that’s the first time I’ve been out there on the court with it,” she said.
Hall had not played in a game in more than a year.
“It was pretty awesome,” she said.
Her parents, Chris and Carol Hall, didn’t know about the plans until they arrived Friday evening.
“It was pretty exciting,” said Carol Hall.
Hall continues her rehabilitation two days a week by lifting weights and stretching in Idabel. She will graduate from Haworth in May and plans to attend college in Texarkana, majoring in business.
She actually bagged a couple of deer in hunting season, taking a 10-pointer and an 8-pointer near her grandmother’s place in Burns Flat.
While her shooting touch may be off a little, Hall is still the same competitor that made her one of the region’s finest softball pitchers. That spirit was on display Friday.
Play every game like its your last, is one of her favorite expressions.

What has God done for you lately?

Seems simple enough, doesn't it. Well, God is healing Grandma Kay and Papa Danny. Praise him for their health.

Wanted to share about Eddie with you all. When we found out that Eddie needed surgery, we were very concerned. He has become such a part of our lives. He was hurting and needed us. To make a long story as short as I can, we took Eddie to Dr. Old in Texarkana. After his exam and x-rays, we knew one thing for sure - Dr. Old knew his stuff. He explained to us in such great detail what Eddie is and would go go through for recovery.

So, next step was to call Ramona and Tim. Our concern was that GCI would help financially, but standard policy was for Eddie to go to GA for surgery. We were concerned about jaque and sassy. What would they do with out eddie? But we also wanted the best for eddie. So, while sitting in the hot tub (praise God) we talked about pro's and con's of each. The cost was so great, but eddie going to GA was a cost that was even greater. Chris and Tim spoke about it, and Chris sadi we would decide in two days. I told Chris and Jaque all we could do was pray. Chris said that we needed to make a decision. I told him that we did not know what to do, and i would pray that God would let us know by tomorrow. i was on my way to lunch, thinking about it, what was money worth. We could do a lot with jaque theraphy wise with that money....but shouldn't our love for Eddie come first?

So, as i sit at Sonic, chris text me and said that Tim and Ramona talked with the board and they agreed to pay a big part of the surgery, and Eddie could stay here!! Praise God. So we immediately called and scheduled it for Friday. Eddie came through surgery on Friday well, and Dr. Old's wife, Nell, called me to make plans for us to pick Eddie up sat. So on Saturday we met her in Texarkana (Chris, Jaque, and I) to get ol' eddie. When she arrived, she had her son, Travis and daughter, mary Catherine, with her. Her daughter came in with her and talked a little basketball with Jaque. You can just tell a kid with a love for the game, and this was one. Jaque told her that she had played in Sr night and made two points. When Mrs. Old handed me the paperwork for Eddie, my check was attached. She said that she and her husband had spoken and wanted to do this for us, for Jaque and Eddie. Praise God again. How good is he? How good are those that do things in his name? Wow, I was speachless. Jaque factor alive and well. As we were leaving, she was letting jaque know that they had just hired a "hot" guy to work, and would plan eddie's follow up appointments around that. Funny, she had only met jaque briefly and was making a great impact. PRAISE GOD FOR DR OLD AND HIS ENITRE FAMILY. May they receive back x 10 what they have given. Their website is www.richmondroadvet.com Pray for them today.

I hope they understand what they have done. As God progresses with Jaque, people like Dr. Old and Nell - Georgia Canines for Independence and Ramona and Tim (www.gcidogs.org) - will be blessed as well.

Love you all
Carol