Ok, so by now you have all heard this new song. It states "Work like its up to me, and pray like its up to him." What a powerful message.
This weekend we were privledged enough to go to our Allen family reunion. This is to honor Jaque's great great grandma on my mom's side. Grannie Lee. Although Jaque never got the chance to meet her, her love and genuine selflessness was evident in the stories that we all gathered around to share. We had 40+ just on our side there. What a testimony to the life that she created in our grandmother Christine and her children, Ladonna Lola Linda and Rodney.
Our lives touch so many in ways that we do not even realize. When we arrived at Ardmore, tears filled Uncle Dee's eyes. I had forgotten how far Jaque has come. I had forgotten that so many lay and wait to see. He had been waiting and praying. I am sure there were so many others that had and are still, but Uncle Dee...Strong as he was stood weeping at the sight of her.
As he held me and hugged me, I said, Uncle Dee it will be alright. God knows what he is doing, and in his time, she will be ok. I kind of got tickled as some of the family sit and watched the way she manuvered. She just strolled along, popping wheelies! Giving them all a heart attack. As she stood tall in the pool, Lindsey, Kyle, Deanna, and Ashley just glowed with pride. And there she was, smiling wanting papa and grandma to see. She is tall -- yep, still taller than Deanna, but not by much.
I must say that our crazy family is really the greatest. We very rarely see eachother, but could not shut up when together. I miss not making ball games or school plays, but a real family knows that our love is unconditional. Our love for one another looks past differences (even as hard as they are sometimes) and knows that we are all linked for a reason.
It was wonderful seeing Grannie Chris's headstone. I thought for a moment how beautiful that she must look...above us, keeping watch. I thought how she too must weep for Jaque. Jaque got that "TOUGH OLD BIRD" from her for sure.
Then I bet she got tickled seeing Jaque driving her little rascal all over the cemetary. Cody walked Eddie, so he too was a part of it all.
So, my original statement. Work like its up to me.........Work at life, love, friendship, and family because it is all up to us. No one owes us anything. The Lord gave us the ability to Seize the moment, so DO IT.
Pray like its up to Him. It really is. And I can promise that if you pray, you will not only sleep better at night, but you will have unwaviering hope in knowing that the Lord has a plan for your life.
God has something great in store for Jaque. Just grab ahold and enjoy the ride with her. All too soon she will be going at full steam, and we will feel the wind in our hair. God Bless you today, and if you are thinking about giving up on a problem, pray to God that he show you the way. Have the courage to listen.
Love you all!
Cave Conquered!
Picture is worth 1000 words!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
The First Day of the Rest of My Life
Wow, what a weekend. Since we had everyone in, we had a surprise birthday party for Chris. He was red in the face, not realizing what all that sneaking around was for. Ashton was so cute helping him blow out the birthday candles. We had such a wonderful turn out of family and friends for the party on Saturday. God and Mother Nature teamed up for beautiful weather for the entire weekend. Chris and Toby started cooking at around 10:30 am and had hot/fresh fish and crawfish until late in the afternoon. Carl and Phillip manned the fire. Grandma Donna kept drinks and ice full and fresh, Aunt Belinda made her strawberry cake, Grandma Kay made delicious tarter sauce, Emmy made the pasta salad, Lori made her wonderful hushpuppies, and Doni and Deanna helped all of us decorate the house. Melinda. Aaron, and Kari did whatever we grabbed them for, and Papa Larry, Papa Danny, Uncle Gary, Aunt Terri, ,and Grandma Della kept the company entertained.
Aiden and Jordie asked if they could be cousins too, since they were both Jaque's cousins. It was so funny watching the kids play with the crawfish. I think that from now on we need to buy them a pound just to play with. The boys chased the girls with cooked ones, then the girls grabbed the live ones and scared the boys!!
Graduation day came, and it was packed. I think that Jaque had 37+ there and we just about got in trouble having so many. But I think that Mr Crabtree was too afraid to say anything to her Gramdma's and I don't say as I blame him.
When Jaque entered the auditorium, she looked almost angelic. There she sat with her hair straigtened, gimmering like the sun had just kissed it. She proudly sit tall with her white hat and flowing gown. She had a smile on her face as if God himself was her co-pilot leading her down the isle. She was surprised by the applause from the audience as she made her way down swiftly. The entire audience. Graduation went very well. They did a wonderful job of taking Jaque's suggestions and making them work. She was just another student on the risers. And that was the point all along.
It was over all too soon. I did not shed a tear, but that could not be said for our group. I looked around at all the mothers, and they were red eyed and weeping. I thought why was I not. Then I thought back to softball. When we would lose a big game, or tournament, other girls would cry. Jaque would not. She said that she would be sad it was over, but took pride in knowing that she did all that she could and gave it her all.
I feel the same. I know that Chris and I could have done some things different, but we really did the best we could, gave it our all, and were pround in knowing that she was rolling on that stage. SHE DID IT. She did what most did not expect her to, but all knew that she would, she overcame and conquered. Anyone sitting in the auditorium could have looked at her and not ever known that she was in an accident. She looked healthier than she has since Jan 3, 2008. She had that same ol Jaque smile.
Now, I guess the real work begins, trying to figure out the rest of her life. I know that God has big dreams in store for her, big plans, and with all of you continuing to support and love her like you have, continuing to PRAY for her, she will see those dreams in God's own timing.
Special Thanks to Grandma Donna, Papa Danny, Papa Phillip, Mamaw Melinda, Papa Larry, Grandma Kay, Papa Carl, and Grandma Della. You are wonderful Grand and GREAT Grand parents. Without you all, nothing in our lives would be possible.
I will try and get pics of Graduation day posted, If we missed sending you a senior pic, we probably do not have your address. Please send it to us and we will get some to you.
carol.hall3@weyerhaeuser.com or jaqueshomeplate8@yahoo.com
Love and God Bless You.
Aiden and Jordie asked if they could be cousins too, since they were both Jaque's cousins. It was so funny watching the kids play with the crawfish. I think that from now on we need to buy them a pound just to play with. The boys chased the girls with cooked ones, then the girls grabbed the live ones and scared the boys!!
Graduation day came, and it was packed. I think that Jaque had 37+ there and we just about got in trouble having so many. But I think that Mr Crabtree was too afraid to say anything to her Gramdma's and I don't say as I blame him.
When Jaque entered the auditorium, she looked almost angelic. There she sat with her hair straigtened, gimmering like the sun had just kissed it. She proudly sit tall with her white hat and flowing gown. She had a smile on her face as if God himself was her co-pilot leading her down the isle. She was surprised by the applause from the audience as she made her way down swiftly. The entire audience. Graduation went very well. They did a wonderful job of taking Jaque's suggestions and making them work. She was just another student on the risers. And that was the point all along.
It was over all too soon. I did not shed a tear, but that could not be said for our group. I looked around at all the mothers, and they were red eyed and weeping. I thought why was I not. Then I thought back to softball. When we would lose a big game, or tournament, other girls would cry. Jaque would not. She said that she would be sad it was over, but took pride in knowing that she did all that she could and gave it her all.
I feel the same. I know that Chris and I could have done some things different, but we really did the best we could, gave it our all, and were pround in knowing that she was rolling on that stage. SHE DID IT. She did what most did not expect her to, but all knew that she would, she overcame and conquered. Anyone sitting in the auditorium could have looked at her and not ever known that she was in an accident. She looked healthier than she has since Jan 3, 2008. She had that same ol Jaque smile.
Now, I guess the real work begins, trying to figure out the rest of her life. I know that God has big dreams in store for her, big plans, and with all of you continuing to support and love her like you have, continuing to PRAY for her, she will see those dreams in God's own timing.
Special Thanks to Grandma Donna, Papa Danny, Papa Phillip, Mamaw Melinda, Papa Larry, Grandma Kay, Papa Carl, and Grandma Della. You are wonderful Grand and GREAT Grand parents. Without you all, nothing in our lives would be possible.
I will try and get pics of Graduation day posted, If we missed sending you a senior pic, we probably do not have your address. Please send it to us and we will get some to you.
carol.hall3@weyerhaeuser.com or jaqueshomeplate8@yahoo.com
Love and God Bless You.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Here comes the Graduate!
Well, it is almost here. I can't believe that she is just about out of high school. It was just a moment ago when she was starting kindergarten, and poof....she has arrived.
In looking back at old year books, she has discovered that some of her friends now were actually in her K, 1st and 2nd grade classes. I told her that this is a hard life lesson to learn. Kind of like now, being surrounded by classmates, but none that are super close. When she starts her life journey, she will find friends in people that were never in that "high school" crowd. Life will give her better friends than school ever did. Very few of us have kept in touch with those from our high school days. Those that have, I commend you.
For those of us that did not, our true friends were discovered by lifes challenges and hurdles. Suzanne came to me at t-ball practice. Courtney came to me at work. Lori was there all along, but really came to be my friend during Jaque's accident and recovery. Cissy came from Chris's friend Shawn. Our family comes to us as we age, and we grow older together. God bless our wonderful family.
I say all this to Jaque to make her realize that most of my friends I found in my 20's. Long after high school ended and life began.
In her journey to discover what she wants to do with the rest of her blessed life, she too will have many friends. She will find those that are there when your screwing up, and those that are there when you are facing the music. True friends lay that cigarette down when you cannot be around smoke, true friends can go a night without drinking to make sure you make it home safe, and true friends (as a wise email once said) aren't there to bail you out, the are in Jail with you.
Days come when she thinks about all she cannot do (for the moment). But then God touches her or CJ sends her a shooting star to make her realize that she can do so much more now, because she has clarity in ways that most young people do not.
I know that this is the point in life that Chris and I start holding on a little less harder, and watching more. I assure her that God will send her true friends that will pick up the slack on the day to day issues. She is getting more independent every day. And true friends do not mind helping. If she would stop and think, they may help her get in her car, or help her get out at Wal-mart, but she is helping them mentally.
Jaque's personality makes you want to be a better person around her. She makes you light up with one smile, and she gives new meaning to each day. She would not only give you the shoes in her closet, the shirt on her back, but she would literally spend her last dollar on you if you were hungry. No one that has ever hurt her could not turn right back around and be her friend with a simple "I am sorry." Her friends see her strength, but sometimes do not realize that she still needs them. She said, "mom, sometimes I know you are right, but somethings I have to find out on my own, see with my own eyes." Yes, dear, sometimes I am right. But in you doing things your own special way....sometimes I am wrong. Had you not leaped on your faith, you would have not accomplished all that you have in life, and that is many things. I hate that Jaque does not always play it safe....But my favorite quality in her is that she does not always play it safe.
God blessed me with her. Once her clay starts taking shape, she will do more than I ever dreamed that first day of kindergarten.
Martina McBride sings one of my favorite songs. She says "And if you get the choice to sit it out or dance, I hope you d a n c e......I hope you dance."
With God, Faith, Family, Friends, and medical science -- One day we will look back on this period of Jaque's life, and be amazed at how she handled herself. And as I will walk beside her, we will feel the sand between our toes, and then we will hear music. And guess what.....we will dance!
Love you all and see you May 16 at fish fry and May 17 at graduation! If you need directions, call me at 580-245-1025.
In looking back at old year books, she has discovered that some of her friends now were actually in her K, 1st and 2nd grade classes. I told her that this is a hard life lesson to learn. Kind of like now, being surrounded by classmates, but none that are super close. When she starts her life journey, she will find friends in people that were never in that "high school" crowd. Life will give her better friends than school ever did. Very few of us have kept in touch with those from our high school days. Those that have, I commend you.
For those of us that did not, our true friends were discovered by lifes challenges and hurdles. Suzanne came to me at t-ball practice. Courtney came to me at work. Lori was there all along, but really came to be my friend during Jaque's accident and recovery. Cissy came from Chris's friend Shawn. Our family comes to us as we age, and we grow older together. God bless our wonderful family.
I say all this to Jaque to make her realize that most of my friends I found in my 20's. Long after high school ended and life began.
In her journey to discover what she wants to do with the rest of her blessed life, she too will have many friends. She will find those that are there when your screwing up, and those that are there when you are facing the music. True friends lay that cigarette down when you cannot be around smoke, true friends can go a night without drinking to make sure you make it home safe, and true friends (as a wise email once said) aren't there to bail you out, the are in Jail with you.
Days come when she thinks about all she cannot do (for the moment). But then God touches her or CJ sends her a shooting star to make her realize that she can do so much more now, because she has clarity in ways that most young people do not.
I know that this is the point in life that Chris and I start holding on a little less harder, and watching more. I assure her that God will send her true friends that will pick up the slack on the day to day issues. She is getting more independent every day. And true friends do not mind helping. If she would stop and think, they may help her get in her car, or help her get out at Wal-mart, but she is helping them mentally.
Jaque's personality makes you want to be a better person around her. She makes you light up with one smile, and she gives new meaning to each day. She would not only give you the shoes in her closet, the shirt on her back, but she would literally spend her last dollar on you if you were hungry. No one that has ever hurt her could not turn right back around and be her friend with a simple "I am sorry." Her friends see her strength, but sometimes do not realize that she still needs them. She said, "mom, sometimes I know you are right, but somethings I have to find out on my own, see with my own eyes." Yes, dear, sometimes I am right. But in you doing things your own special way....sometimes I am wrong. Had you not leaped on your faith, you would have not accomplished all that you have in life, and that is many things. I hate that Jaque does not always play it safe....But my favorite quality in her is that she does not always play it safe.
God blessed me with her. Once her clay starts taking shape, she will do more than I ever dreamed that first day of kindergarten.
Martina McBride sings one of my favorite songs. She says "And if you get the choice to sit it out or dance, I hope you d a n c e......I hope you dance."
With God, Faith, Family, Friends, and medical science -- One day we will look back on this period of Jaque's life, and be amazed at how she handled herself. And as I will walk beside her, we will feel the sand between our toes, and then we will hear music. And guess what.....we will dance!
Love you all and see you May 16 at fish fry and May 17 at graduation! If you need directions, call me at 580-245-1025.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Can you hear ME call your Name?
Well, prom wasn't that great, but Jaque, Haley, and Jaz looked absolutely wonderful.
I am always amazed when I realize that something so beautiful was given to me.
Life is sure tough as a teenager. I guess a lot of us are too old to understand this. We get so many other things goin, we forget how it was when life had less distractions and more doors.
I know that Jaque and all her friends are having a tough time right now deciding which direction to go, and I began to pray about it. God does not always tell us that we will like what happens when we pray. But he does tell us to have faith that his will can and will be done. I wonder how many times a day God calls my name, trying to get my attention, and i cannot hear him. Or I choose to put him off? Is his voice louder when we are calling, or when we are not paying attention at all? Either way, I love it when I hear him. I know that he is speaking to Jaque. i know that she hears him, and she will recognize his voice. She is such an exceptional person, she will know that God has big plans for her and anyone attached to her life. She, like all of us, must put our trust in him and all things will work out, yes, they will.
Jaque and Haley pulled up to get gas the other day. Haley pumped the gas, swiped the card and they left. Funny thing when the cops surrounded them just a few blocks later. See....an ahh moment on all our faces....you got to swipe before you pump. So after the ordeal was over and they paid for gas, they did not end up in jail.
In life you can be doing everything right, trying as hard as you can, and still end up on the wrong end. But through prayer, we can control how we handle the "smart mouthed" cop on the other end. And keep something not so good from getting really really bad.
It is my firm belief that I just need to wear a t-shirt that says "Devil, stay away from me today." I say it often enough, might as well wear it. Think it would work? he is a smart one, that ol'devil. But guess what, we got a manual! With it, all things are possible.
And God Bless you all today. Hope to see you at the Graduation Party. Jaque has many hills to climb. We are all here to help her, to help each other. The best birthday present I have ever had was the day that God gave me Jaque. She is the best thing that ever happened to Chris and me. He chose us for your family, and your friends. You all bless us and seem to call us at just the right moment.
**Darlene - I pray for you and your family often. Thank you for the kind words. I hope that God will continue to use me for others. He has put you in my life for the same reason. May we pray for Zac and Jaque. God has blessed them. Talk to you all soon.
I am always amazed when I realize that something so beautiful was given to me.
Life is sure tough as a teenager. I guess a lot of us are too old to understand this. We get so many other things goin, we forget how it was when life had less distractions and more doors.
I know that Jaque and all her friends are having a tough time right now deciding which direction to go, and I began to pray about it. God does not always tell us that we will like what happens when we pray. But he does tell us to have faith that his will can and will be done. I wonder how many times a day God calls my name, trying to get my attention, and i cannot hear him. Or I choose to put him off? Is his voice louder when we are calling, or when we are not paying attention at all? Either way, I love it when I hear him. I know that he is speaking to Jaque. i know that she hears him, and she will recognize his voice. She is such an exceptional person, she will know that God has big plans for her and anyone attached to her life. She, like all of us, must put our trust in him and all things will work out, yes, they will.
Jaque and Haley pulled up to get gas the other day. Haley pumped the gas, swiped the card and they left. Funny thing when the cops surrounded them just a few blocks later. See....an ahh moment on all our faces....you got to swipe before you pump. So after the ordeal was over and they paid for gas, they did not end up in jail.
In life you can be doing everything right, trying as hard as you can, and still end up on the wrong end. But through prayer, we can control how we handle the "smart mouthed" cop on the other end. And keep something not so good from getting really really bad.
It is my firm belief that I just need to wear a t-shirt that says "Devil, stay away from me today." I say it often enough, might as well wear it. Think it would work? he is a smart one, that ol'devil. But guess what, we got a manual! With it, all things are possible.
And God Bless you all today. Hope to see you at the Graduation Party. Jaque has many hills to climb. We are all here to help her, to help each other. The best birthday present I have ever had was the day that God gave me Jaque. She is the best thing that ever happened to Chris and me. He chose us for your family, and your friends. You all bless us and seem to call us at just the right moment.
**Darlene - I pray for you and your family often. Thank you for the kind words. I hope that God will continue to use me for others. He has put you in my life for the same reason. May we pray for Zac and Jaque. God has blessed them. Talk to you all soon.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
In like a Lion!
Its been so long.....hope you all have been busy since our last conversation.
We have. Jaque was sick for a couple of weeks. She is much better now. We have been down to the Hall cabin on Lake Erling to catch some fish and ride in the john boat. And we have been up to Grandma Donna's to see the Easter Bunny with Deanna and Haley - and Grandma Kay's to kill a Rio turkey. Of course all those stops had great food, great friends, and most importantly great Family. We are so blessed with our Family.
I wanted to update you all on what's going on in Jaque's blessed life.
She is getting ready for Prom this week. She and Haley are planning a big day of hair, nails, and most importantly a JEEP RIDE.
Yep, you read me. That little girl of mine is anxiously awaiting prom, and praying for good weather so that she can drive the JEEP to prom. Can anything conquer her?
Prom - April 17
Baccularette - May 13
GRADUATION PARTY AT OUR HOUSE - May 16
Graduation - May 17 at 2:30 p.m.
You should all start receiving your announcements this week. We are planning a big fish fry on Sat, May 16. Hopefully we will have so many friends and family there that we will have to park in the field by my house. We cannot wait! Chris has already been planning with the "cooks" of the family. If he has not called you, just wait, he will!
Jaque's spirit is doing really well. The weather is turning from cool to warm, and she is ready for the lake. She is such a wonderfully typical teenager. But God blessed her with so much more. She is struggling with what choices God wants her to make. To know what is the right one and what is the wrong one. A wise woman says that God gives you your heart and your mind to help make decisions. He gives you a choice. She is right. He gives us free will. He forgives us, we can forgive those that hurt us. God also wants to see us grow. My silly philosophy is that he gives us life, long or short. We must make each day count. You never know what one smile will do. You never know what one hug can do. As long as we do the best we can each day when we get up he will always be proud.
How do we know that the choice is right? Well, if God is in the choice, it will always be right. If that choice involves pray and petition, he will always play a hand in it.
Shall we all stand together and rejoice this precious time?Yes, our Jaque is graduating at Haworth High. She is a gift from God.
While we were in Dill City Jaque talked a lot about Uncle CJ. She said that while she was sleeping she was laying with CJ and God. Well CJ sends her shooting stars often. (she said mostly when she is about to get in trouble!lol) But I know he is reminding her that there are no limits. And he is telling her to shoot for them. The last conversation I had with him was right after their fishing trip. He said that he wanted to make sure I knew how proud he was of her. He hugged me (smelled like a fish) and said that me and Chris did good job. He said that she was so fearless and beautiful and that he was just in awe of what she has done with her life. We laughed about some of their memories together. Then he said he wants her to always know just how much he loves her. He said he would always be there if she needed him, and he was right. Thanks Uncle CJ. We love you. And you were right, when we could not reach her, you took over and brought one of your friends with you. Reminds me of the What a friend we have in Jesus song. We love you dearly CJ and yes, we are so proud of Jaque too!
I will get pics of our Prom dress posted ASAP! love ya'll and keep praying.
We have. Jaque was sick for a couple of weeks. She is much better now. We have been down to the Hall cabin on Lake Erling to catch some fish and ride in the john boat. And we have been up to Grandma Donna's to see the Easter Bunny with Deanna and Haley - and Grandma Kay's to kill a Rio turkey. Of course all those stops had great food, great friends, and most importantly great Family. We are so blessed with our Family.
I wanted to update you all on what's going on in Jaque's blessed life.
She is getting ready for Prom this week. She and Haley are planning a big day of hair, nails, and most importantly a JEEP RIDE.
Yep, you read me. That little girl of mine is anxiously awaiting prom, and praying for good weather so that she can drive the JEEP to prom. Can anything conquer her?
Prom - April 17
Baccularette - May 13
GRADUATION PARTY AT OUR HOUSE - May 16
Graduation - May 17 at 2:30 p.m.
You should all start receiving your announcements this week. We are planning a big fish fry on Sat, May 16. Hopefully we will have so many friends and family there that we will have to park in the field by my house. We cannot wait! Chris has already been planning with the "cooks" of the family. If he has not called you, just wait, he will!
Jaque's spirit is doing really well. The weather is turning from cool to warm, and she is ready for the lake. She is such a wonderfully typical teenager. But God blessed her with so much more. She is struggling with what choices God wants her to make. To know what is the right one and what is the wrong one. A wise woman says that God gives you your heart and your mind to help make decisions. He gives you a choice. She is right. He gives us free will. He forgives us, we can forgive those that hurt us. God also wants to see us grow. My silly philosophy is that he gives us life, long or short. We must make each day count. You never know what one smile will do. You never know what one hug can do. As long as we do the best we can each day when we get up he will always be proud.
How do we know that the choice is right? Well, if God is in the choice, it will always be right. If that choice involves pray and petition, he will always play a hand in it.
Shall we all stand together and rejoice this precious time?Yes, our Jaque is graduating at Haworth High. She is a gift from God.
While we were in Dill City Jaque talked a lot about Uncle CJ. She said that while she was sleeping she was laying with CJ and God. Well CJ sends her shooting stars often. (she said mostly when she is about to get in trouble!lol) But I know he is reminding her that there are no limits. And he is telling her to shoot for them. The last conversation I had with him was right after their fishing trip. He said that he wanted to make sure I knew how proud he was of her. He hugged me (smelled like a fish) and said that me and Chris did good job. He said that she was so fearless and beautiful and that he was just in awe of what she has done with her life. We laughed about some of their memories together. Then he said he wants her to always know just how much he loves her. He said he would always be there if she needed him, and he was right. Thanks Uncle CJ. We love you. And you were right, when we could not reach her, you took over and brought one of your friends with you. Reminds me of the What a friend we have in Jesus song. We love you dearly CJ and yes, we are so proud of Jaque too!
I will get pics of our Prom dress posted ASAP! love ya'll and keep praying.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Lean on me when your not strong
Oh man! Can I hear you all singing it now.
This song comes to mind after the week we have had. Jaque started feeling a little under the weather on Friday. We went to the cabin at Lake Erling in LA. A perfect place to relax. WRONG. Uncle Aaron and his friends made sure tha Jaque had a great time at his and Kari's house warming party. It was great to meet them all. They really made Jaque feel right at home. We had a really great time playing ball with Aiden and Mason.
Sunday came all to soon, and Jaque was again worn out. She slept most of the day. And she has been down for the count pretty much ever since. Tonight is Wed, and she is just now getting color back in her face. Made me think. Who can we really count on when we are "down and out?"
Most of the time our lives are so busy juggling, with work and kids, it is hard to slow down with out dropping all the balls. Looking around, I know that I have all the help that I need. I know that if asked, I am so blessed with having many of you that would come. Thank God for you all.
Last night about three o'clock in the morning, I thought -- Grandma BJ. Yes, I am not quite sure why she sprang to memory. Her words "Cast out this devil in the name of the Lord." Sounds like something that a Holy Roller would say, right? Well, guess that is me, because as I watched Jaque fight off this tummy ache and body aches.....those words came through me to her. I told that ol devil to move on to someone else, because we were to strong for him. That she would not be defeated by him. I did not hang from the rafters or yell from the mountain top, but would have if I thought that it was need. But in that hour, I whispered. And the Lord heard.
See, what we mear mortals do not understand is that each day is a gift. In that gift we have a choice to live life or sit and watch. Well, Jaque (and Chris and I) have never been ones to warm the bench well. We have to be close to the action. We have to be in the game, actually at point guard running the plays. And even better, as the pitcher with the world at our mercy. Every once in a while, Jaque would get someone up to bat. She would not just strike them out. Once I said, you know you could have struck her out, why did you let her hit? She said mom, it is not just me on my team. They (the others on the field) have to feel important too, otherwise it will not be near as fun. If we can't do it as a team, we don't need it.
To share something very personal, Jaque had a dream last night. In it her friends had a car accident. She said that she asked God to let her get up and help them, and she did. She said she had to swim in and get them out. She said once she saved them, she fell to the ground. She said everyone wanted to know how they were saved and her friend said it was "Jaque." She said she could not feel anything, but God told her that just because she could not feel it, doesn't mean that they don't work. I said "oh, our own little spider man. her super power is walking when needed." We laughed. I said bet you had a cute little outfit on. She laughed and said NO I had on jeans and did not know how I was going to swim in them, it has been so long since I did.
Just for our information, I actually slept most of the night at the foot of Jaque's bed laid at her feet. Why? Because her legs would not quit moving long enough for her to rest.
Enough said? So wip the goose bumps off your arm, and pray for someone today. God is working and he says "lean on me when your not strong, I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on." God is working, we may be asleep while he works, but he is there.
Sweet dreams tonight. And remember our superhero wears jeans. Love you all.
This song comes to mind after the week we have had. Jaque started feeling a little under the weather on Friday. We went to the cabin at Lake Erling in LA. A perfect place to relax. WRONG. Uncle Aaron and his friends made sure tha Jaque had a great time at his and Kari's house warming party. It was great to meet them all. They really made Jaque feel right at home. We had a really great time playing ball with Aiden and Mason.
Sunday came all to soon, and Jaque was again worn out. She slept most of the day. And she has been down for the count pretty much ever since. Tonight is Wed, and she is just now getting color back in her face. Made me think. Who can we really count on when we are "down and out?"
Most of the time our lives are so busy juggling, with work and kids, it is hard to slow down with out dropping all the balls. Looking around, I know that I have all the help that I need. I know that if asked, I am so blessed with having many of you that would come. Thank God for you all.
Last night about three o'clock in the morning, I thought -- Grandma BJ. Yes, I am not quite sure why she sprang to memory. Her words "Cast out this devil in the name of the Lord." Sounds like something that a Holy Roller would say, right? Well, guess that is me, because as I watched Jaque fight off this tummy ache and body aches.....those words came through me to her. I told that ol devil to move on to someone else, because we were to strong for him. That she would not be defeated by him. I did not hang from the rafters or yell from the mountain top, but would have if I thought that it was need. But in that hour, I whispered. And the Lord heard.
See, what we mear mortals do not understand is that each day is a gift. In that gift we have a choice to live life or sit and watch. Well, Jaque (and Chris and I) have never been ones to warm the bench well. We have to be close to the action. We have to be in the game, actually at point guard running the plays. And even better, as the pitcher with the world at our mercy. Every once in a while, Jaque would get someone up to bat. She would not just strike them out. Once I said, you know you could have struck her out, why did you let her hit? She said mom, it is not just me on my team. They (the others on the field) have to feel important too, otherwise it will not be near as fun. If we can't do it as a team, we don't need it.
To share something very personal, Jaque had a dream last night. In it her friends had a car accident. She said that she asked God to let her get up and help them, and she did. She said she had to swim in and get them out. She said once she saved them, she fell to the ground. She said everyone wanted to know how they were saved and her friend said it was "Jaque." She said she could not feel anything, but God told her that just because she could not feel it, doesn't mean that they don't work. I said "oh, our own little spider man. her super power is walking when needed." We laughed. I said bet you had a cute little outfit on. She laughed and said NO I had on jeans and did not know how I was going to swim in them, it has been so long since I did.
Just for our information, I actually slept most of the night at the foot of Jaque's bed laid at her feet. Why? Because her legs would not quit moving long enough for her to rest.
Enough said? So wip the goose bumps off your arm, and pray for someone today. God is working and he says "lean on me when your not strong, I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on." God is working, we may be asleep while he works, but he is there.
Sweet dreams tonight. And remember our superhero wears jeans. Love you all.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Thank you all for reading and Praying
Sorry guys. I made a mistake on Deanna's test. It was ELK City and not Okie City. I am sorry that I had the town wrong, but appreciate your prayers. You know how scatter brained I am, and i think my hearing is slipping a bit.
I would like to share a quick story with you. I have had an issue weighing heavy on my heart and mind. I have been praying about it. You know one of those things that are between you and the big man. We all have them. Those that you do not want to worry family or friends, those that are really small, but important none the less. Well, the other night I had asked God that he show me the way on this. Then I fell asleep. In my dream a man from my church appeared. I respect him very much. He told me that he did not really need to know the details of what I was going through. He said God knew. Just as plain as day he said, "Carol, it is not the issue that God is worried about. It is the actions that caused it. Carol, God will forgive the action, but you must change the behavior that caused it." Wow. That is powerful. He said that God forgives us and washes away the sin no matter how big or small. But we must do our best to change our actions that led us to it.
This is so true for little things, or big ones. It is so true even when we question God's reasons or our own understandings. He will be there for us, he is always there. While Jaque was in the shower last night, I shared this with her. It, to me, was a powerful message that all people need to understand. I wanted to say YOUNG people, but the more I think about it, it is for us all.
Whether we are feeling bitter over the things that are tough in our lives, or if we are just struggling in this wonderful ecomony, God is there for us. We must live each day trying to be the best we can, and that is all he really asks of us.
I pray for Jaque. I pray that each day she feels the love of at least one of you. I pray that a day does not go by that someone is not praying for her.
We are all going through a battle. Question is are we going to lay down as the army closes in on us, or are we going to gather our friends around and fight any way that we know how? Guess that is why they call them PRAYER WARRIORS. Be one with me.
Can you imagine the past year without God in our lives? I cannot.
Jaque's theraphy is going well. She loves going to Chance's and working out. Eddie and Sassy fight over who gets to sleep with her at night. Today at school they took Softball and Basketball pictures. She had to wear her jersey. Good ol' #8 and #30. I almost cried when I saw her with her softball one on. She looked gorgeous. She was radiant. God saved her that she could be here. God has a plan for her. And she says if he will hurry, she might could flunk out and play her senior year with Courtney and Celeste. She said she might look kind of funny running, but that would be ok. I bet none would be laughing, just lots of crying.
May God restore health unto Jaque and heal her of her wounds. All things are possible. And last but not least, in true Jaque Hall fashion, BOW UP! geez.
love you all. Carol
I would like to share a quick story with you. I have had an issue weighing heavy on my heart and mind. I have been praying about it. You know one of those things that are between you and the big man. We all have them. Those that you do not want to worry family or friends, those that are really small, but important none the less. Well, the other night I had asked God that he show me the way on this. Then I fell asleep. In my dream a man from my church appeared. I respect him very much. He told me that he did not really need to know the details of what I was going through. He said God knew. Just as plain as day he said, "Carol, it is not the issue that God is worried about. It is the actions that caused it. Carol, God will forgive the action, but you must change the behavior that caused it." Wow. That is powerful. He said that God forgives us and washes away the sin no matter how big or small. But we must do our best to change our actions that led us to it.
This is so true for little things, or big ones. It is so true even when we question God's reasons or our own understandings. He will be there for us, he is always there. While Jaque was in the shower last night, I shared this with her. It, to me, was a powerful message that all people need to understand. I wanted to say YOUNG people, but the more I think about it, it is for us all.
Whether we are feeling bitter over the things that are tough in our lives, or if we are just struggling in this wonderful ecomony, God is there for us. We must live each day trying to be the best we can, and that is all he really asks of us.
I pray for Jaque. I pray that each day she feels the love of at least one of you. I pray that a day does not go by that someone is not praying for her.
We are all going through a battle. Question is are we going to lay down as the army closes in on us, or are we going to gather our friends around and fight any way that we know how? Guess that is why they call them PRAYER WARRIORS. Be one with me.
Can you imagine the past year without God in our lives? I cannot.
Jaque's theraphy is going well. She loves going to Chance's and working out. Eddie and Sassy fight over who gets to sleep with her at night. Today at school they took Softball and Basketball pictures. She had to wear her jersey. Good ol' #8 and #30. I almost cried when I saw her with her softball one on. She looked gorgeous. She was radiant. God saved her that she could be here. God has a plan for her. And she says if he will hurry, she might could flunk out and play her senior year with Courtney and Celeste. She said she might look kind of funny running, but that would be ok. I bet none would be laughing, just lots of crying.
May God restore health unto Jaque and heal her of her wounds. All things are possible. And last but not least, in true Jaque Hall fashion, BOW UP! geez.
love you all. Carol
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Together We Can
**Please pray for Deanna. She will go to OKC tomorrow for a medical test. Pray that the doctor's are guided by God. Pray for her strength and that God will give her peace in her heart to not worry.**
Have you ever been alone? I mean absolutely alone? I am thinking that physically, we all have been there. The struggles we face when we are alone seem so massive at times. Those situations that we find ourselves in seem so massive. They consume us.
Now that you are all thinking of a specific moment in your life........Now think about who was there. Think about how you made it through, and who was really there when the chips were down. I know that God is always there, here, everywhere...but it is amazing to me who his messengers are.
God has blessed us so much. It seems if something is seemingly going wrong, I will get a simple text from someone that they most likely sent to more than just me. But it doesn't matter who they sent it to, I know that it was meant for me.
Jaque is doing well. She is really growing up. We had a great tour of Texarkana College. It was nice to see familiar VIPER chicks there. Jaque got her ACT score back. It is not quite where it needs to be, but she did the best yet on the reading. For all the fighting that her and Mrs. Smith do (her English teacher, and friend)she had to call her first and tell her.
It is hard knowing what we thought we would be doing right now. It is hard for her also. But it is really a small detail when you think about what we have been through. Jaque has been so great. I hope that she knows just how proud of her that I am. I know that in her heart and soul she knows that the plan that God has for her will make the first 16 years look "kind of slow."
Keep up the prayers, we really need them. And remember, all in our family, you are never alone. We are hear for each other. May God give your peace in your life and prayer in your heart.
Have you ever been alone? I mean absolutely alone? I am thinking that physically, we all have been there. The struggles we face when we are alone seem so massive at times. Those situations that we find ourselves in seem so massive. They consume us.
Now that you are all thinking of a specific moment in your life........Now think about who was there. Think about how you made it through, and who was really there when the chips were down. I know that God is always there, here, everywhere...but it is amazing to me who his messengers are.
God has blessed us so much. It seems if something is seemingly going wrong, I will get a simple text from someone that they most likely sent to more than just me. But it doesn't matter who they sent it to, I know that it was meant for me.
Jaque is doing well. She is really growing up. We had a great tour of Texarkana College. It was nice to see familiar VIPER chicks there. Jaque got her ACT score back. It is not quite where it needs to be, but she did the best yet on the reading. For all the fighting that her and Mrs. Smith do (her English teacher, and friend)she had to call her first and tell her.
It is hard knowing what we thought we would be doing right now. It is hard for her also. But it is really a small detail when you think about what we have been through. Jaque has been so great. I hope that she knows just how proud of her that I am. I know that in her heart and soul she knows that the plan that God has for her will make the first 16 years look "kind of slow."
Keep up the prayers, we really need them. And remember, all in our family, you are never alone. We are hear for each other. May God give your peace in your life and prayer in your heart.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Jaque Hall returns to the court for Haworth!
As appeared in the Mccurtain Sunday Gazette
By Brad Reesing
HAWORTH – The last points scored in basketball games generally receive most of the attention.
But it was the first bucket sank in Friday’s tilt between Haworth and Battiest that will be remembered.
Jaque Hall, who suffered a spinal cord injury in January 2008, made her first appearance on the court Friday. Hall, who uses a wheelchair, was announced as a starter.
She was pushed down the court by fellow senior Ashley Wilson and scored the first bucket of the game, after missing a couple of shots.
Haworth coach Amanda Reynolds and Battiest coach David McDonald discussed the plan for senior night before the game.
McDonald said it was an honor to take part. When Hall made the bucket, the crowd erupted. Actually, the crowd clapped every time she took a shot.
“It was a pretty neat moment,” said McDonald.
“It was loud,” said Reynolds.
Haworth scored two buckets and Battiest had one before a timeout was called and Hall left the game.
Hall had asked her coach earlier in the day if it would be OK for her to get on the court one more time. Reynolds ran it through the proper channels and received the nod.
Hall, a determined competitor, immediately went to the court and worked on her shot with teammate Courtney Maye before anyone showed up at the gym.
“I had to make sure I could make it up to the goal,” she said. “I was not going to not make it.”
She was nervous when 6:30 p.m. finally rolled around.
“I was scared,” she said. “I could not believe that the coach let me go out there. And then I was mad that I didn’t make it the first time.”
“The girls told me to keep on trying, I wanted to quit,” said Hall. “They wouldn’t let me give up,”
Hall has not been a stranger to Haworth’s games.
“I have only missed one all year,” she said.
She stays on the bench. Hall wore a jersey for the first home game.
“But that’s the first time I’ve been out there on the court with it,” she said.
Hall had not played in a game in more than a year.
“It was pretty awesome,” she said.
Her parents, Chris and Carol Hall, didn’t know about the plans until they arrived Friday evening.
“It was pretty exciting,” said Carol Hall.
Hall continues her rehabilitation two days a week by lifting weights and stretching in Idabel. She will graduate from Haworth in May and plans to attend college in Texarkana, majoring in business.
She actually bagged a couple of deer in hunting season, taking a 10-pointer and an 8-pointer near her grandmother’s place in Burns Flat.
While her shooting touch may be off a little, Hall is still the same competitor that made her one of the region’s finest softball pitchers. That spirit was on display Friday.
Play every game like its your last, is one of her favorite expressions.
By Brad Reesing
HAWORTH – The last points scored in basketball games generally receive most of the attention.
But it was the first bucket sank in Friday’s tilt between Haworth and Battiest that will be remembered.
Jaque Hall, who suffered a spinal cord injury in January 2008, made her first appearance on the court Friday. Hall, who uses a wheelchair, was announced as a starter.
She was pushed down the court by fellow senior Ashley Wilson and scored the first bucket of the game, after missing a couple of shots.
Haworth coach Amanda Reynolds and Battiest coach David McDonald discussed the plan for senior night before the game.
McDonald said it was an honor to take part. When Hall made the bucket, the crowd erupted. Actually, the crowd clapped every time she took a shot.
“It was a pretty neat moment,” said McDonald.
“It was loud,” said Reynolds.
Haworth scored two buckets and Battiest had one before a timeout was called and Hall left the game.
Hall had asked her coach earlier in the day if it would be OK for her to get on the court one more time. Reynolds ran it through the proper channels and received the nod.
Hall, a determined competitor, immediately went to the court and worked on her shot with teammate Courtney Maye before anyone showed up at the gym.
“I had to make sure I could make it up to the goal,” she said. “I was not going to not make it.”
She was nervous when 6:30 p.m. finally rolled around.
“I was scared,” she said. “I could not believe that the coach let me go out there. And then I was mad that I didn’t make it the first time.”
“The girls told me to keep on trying, I wanted to quit,” said Hall. “They wouldn’t let me give up,”
Hall has not been a stranger to Haworth’s games.
“I have only missed one all year,” she said.
She stays on the bench. Hall wore a jersey for the first home game.
“But that’s the first time I’ve been out there on the court with it,” she said.
Hall had not played in a game in more than a year.
“It was pretty awesome,” she said.
Her parents, Chris and Carol Hall, didn’t know about the plans until they arrived Friday evening.
“It was pretty exciting,” said Carol Hall.
Hall continues her rehabilitation two days a week by lifting weights and stretching in Idabel. She will graduate from Haworth in May and plans to attend college in Texarkana, majoring in business.
She actually bagged a couple of deer in hunting season, taking a 10-pointer and an 8-pointer near her grandmother’s place in Burns Flat.
While her shooting touch may be off a little, Hall is still the same competitor that made her one of the region’s finest softball pitchers. That spirit was on display Friday.
Play every game like its your last, is one of her favorite expressions.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
What has God done for you lately?
Seems simple enough, doesn't it. Well, God is healing Grandma Kay and Papa Danny. Praise him for their health.
Wanted to share about Eddie with you all. When we found out that Eddie needed surgery, we were very concerned. He has become such a part of our lives. He was hurting and needed us. To make a long story as short as I can, we took Eddie to Dr. Old in Texarkana. After his exam and x-rays, we knew one thing for sure - Dr. Old knew his stuff. He explained to us in such great detail what Eddie is and would go go through for recovery.
So, next step was to call Ramona and Tim. Our concern was that GCI would help financially, but standard policy was for Eddie to go to GA for surgery. We were concerned about jaque and sassy. What would they do with out eddie? But we also wanted the best for eddie. So, while sitting in the hot tub (praise God) we talked about pro's and con's of each. The cost was so great, but eddie going to GA was a cost that was even greater. Chris and Tim spoke about it, and Chris sadi we would decide in two days. I told Chris and Jaque all we could do was pray. Chris said that we needed to make a decision. I told him that we did not know what to do, and i would pray that God would let us know by tomorrow. i was on my way to lunch, thinking about it, what was money worth. We could do a lot with jaque theraphy wise with that money....but shouldn't our love for Eddie come first?
So, as i sit at Sonic, chris text me and said that Tim and Ramona talked with the board and they agreed to pay a big part of the surgery, and Eddie could stay here!! Praise God. So we immediately called and scheduled it for Friday. Eddie came through surgery on Friday well, and Dr. Old's wife, Nell, called me to make plans for us to pick Eddie up sat. So on Saturday we met her in Texarkana (Chris, Jaque, and I) to get ol' eddie. When she arrived, she had her son, Travis and daughter, mary Catherine, with her. Her daughter came in with her and talked a little basketball with Jaque. You can just tell a kid with a love for the game, and this was one. Jaque told her that she had played in Sr night and made two points. When Mrs. Old handed me the paperwork for Eddie, my check was attached. She said that she and her husband had spoken and wanted to do this for us, for Jaque and Eddie. Praise God again. How good is he? How good are those that do things in his name? Wow, I was speachless. Jaque factor alive and well. As we were leaving, she was letting jaque know that they had just hired a "hot" guy to work, and would plan eddie's follow up appointments around that. Funny, she had only met jaque briefly and was making a great impact. PRAISE GOD FOR DR OLD AND HIS ENITRE FAMILY. May they receive back x 10 what they have given. Their website is www.richmondroadvet.com Pray for them today.
I hope they understand what they have done. As God progresses with Jaque, people like Dr. Old and Nell - Georgia Canines for Independence and Ramona and Tim (www.gcidogs.org) - will be blessed as well.
Love you all
Carol
Wanted to share about Eddie with you all. When we found out that Eddie needed surgery, we were very concerned. He has become such a part of our lives. He was hurting and needed us. To make a long story as short as I can, we took Eddie to Dr. Old in Texarkana. After his exam and x-rays, we knew one thing for sure - Dr. Old knew his stuff. He explained to us in such great detail what Eddie is and would go go through for recovery.
So, next step was to call Ramona and Tim. Our concern was that GCI would help financially, but standard policy was for Eddie to go to GA for surgery. We were concerned about jaque and sassy. What would they do with out eddie? But we also wanted the best for eddie. So, while sitting in the hot tub (praise God) we talked about pro's and con's of each. The cost was so great, but eddie going to GA was a cost that was even greater. Chris and Tim spoke about it, and Chris sadi we would decide in two days. I told Chris and Jaque all we could do was pray. Chris said that we needed to make a decision. I told him that we did not know what to do, and i would pray that God would let us know by tomorrow. i was on my way to lunch, thinking about it, what was money worth. We could do a lot with jaque theraphy wise with that money....but shouldn't our love for Eddie come first?
So, as i sit at Sonic, chris text me and said that Tim and Ramona talked with the board and they agreed to pay a big part of the surgery, and Eddie could stay here!! Praise God. So we immediately called and scheduled it for Friday. Eddie came through surgery on Friday well, and Dr. Old's wife, Nell, called me to make plans for us to pick Eddie up sat. So on Saturday we met her in Texarkana (Chris, Jaque, and I) to get ol' eddie. When she arrived, she had her son, Travis and daughter, mary Catherine, with her. Her daughter came in with her and talked a little basketball with Jaque. You can just tell a kid with a love for the game, and this was one. Jaque told her that she had played in Sr night and made two points. When Mrs. Old handed me the paperwork for Eddie, my check was attached. She said that she and her husband had spoken and wanted to do this for us, for Jaque and Eddie. Praise God again. How good is he? How good are those that do things in his name? Wow, I was speachless. Jaque factor alive and well. As we were leaving, she was letting jaque know that they had just hired a "hot" guy to work, and would plan eddie's follow up appointments around that. Funny, she had only met jaque briefly and was making a great impact. PRAISE GOD FOR DR OLD AND HIS ENITRE FAMILY. May they receive back x 10 what they have given. Their website is www.richmondroadvet.com Pray for them today.
I hope they understand what they have done. As God progresses with Jaque, people like Dr. Old and Nell - Georgia Canines for Independence and Ramona and Tim (www.gcidogs.org) - will be blessed as well.
Love you all
Carol
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